Hey, hey.

From my previous entry, I shall conclude that I have find ..... 'THE ONE'! My prom dress ah! ehhee! It's so lovely! It's a simple black strappy dress. My gosh, there's this one shope in Bugis and those aunties made me tried those flashy flashy gowns and I was like, 'Hey! These are really not for public viewing, ya noe?" I said bye-bye and went off, ha! Went to Seiyu again, the dresses in there are sweet, very conservative. But most of the pretty pretty ones are over $100, and I didn't brought that much cash :( But thank god! The Dress! I found it! It's a reasonable price of $80. It's long and fitting, no zippers at all, and the feeling is right.

The funny thing about that dress is the way I wear it. Since there is no zippers, I have to put it over my head. And the bodice of the dress was fitting to my waist, so it's hard to get it pass my shoulders. Lol! I was looking at the mirror with arms waving above and a black cloth covering my face. But I manage to wear it and looked damn pretty. Hehehe, then the assistant suggest me wear a shawl. OMG! It's all about the shawl! It is the finishing touches! But the shawl, wah, a long piece of cloth cost that much. Sorry, I pass on that one first.

When I reach home, Kak Lin still have not arrive at my house yet. Hmmm... car problem they say. They came, and we got to play with Ifah, the lil' cutie princess. SHe was squealing when Afir threw a playball at her. Then her younger baby sister was giggling non-stop. Hehehe.

Ok, now on to yesterday news. Went Johor to visit my aunt there. Haiz.. a life with no family car. Hear that Dad! No car! Grrr.. so we took a bus to the station whatever la at the outskirts of JB. Then we had to walk in circles to find a cab. Like which cab will take 6 people in? Hmm, but nevermind, it's Malaysia. :D So we went round and round and round. Until we finally got one that allow us all to enter. It's a smaller taxi and Mom was squeezed in. It was a relief when we got off! Hehehe, had lunch at aunt's house. Fira was there, and she told me that her and her fiance are ok already. Good for her ;-)!

Then we, the whole family took the cab again (though, at first we were wanting to the bus, but it took forever) to City Square, JB's shopping mall :D. Dad and bro, typical of them to head inside the mall and look for VCDs, DVDs and games. Grrr..! But the DVDs bought were cool! Finding Nemo! And PotC (Pirates of the Carribean)! Get to see Capt. Jack Sparrow again! Hehehehe! And Nemo too, actually.. i want to see Dory :D

THe bus ride back to Woodlands was slow, traffic jam there. Even back in Singapore is jam. We went back to ruman nyai and eat kuehs there only. Afir tried the bubblegums(yes, I 'smuggled' them in here :D) but threw them away cos it tasted different. Lol! Then we went to Clementi to have our dinner. Had Mee Hailam, the soup was dark caramel-y in colour, but it tasted damn good! My tummy agrees too :D.

Then we went to Angah's house at Bukit Batok, where the lovable twins are. When we reach there, Angah was feeding the baby. Apparantly, the kid already know how to choose. He hates cold milk and only want warm, or sometimes hot, milk. Wah! When Mom help to feed him and put the warm bottle to his mouth, he sucked quietly, better then when he was drinking the cold one. Then, he fall asleep! Just like that! LMAO! The twins were at first quiet. The older one (I can tell :D Hurray!) was already sitting next to me, eating kuehs, the younger one, sick, was hugging with her Mommy. But soon enough, the twins got excited when Afir played with them, walking into the kitchen, then scaring the twins with his infamous 'RAAAHHH!'. THe twins squeal with delight and came running out of the kitchen. But no, it doesn't end there, they went back into the kitchen and got the 'RAAAHHH!' again, and ran out again. It was back and forth of the twin, they were so enjoying having the temporary 'big brother' at the moment. Then went home.

Wah, tiring. And I still have not yet found the shawl. I should call Anishka to see if she still wants to bring the cab to my house and ride to Sheraton Towers together-gether. Hmm.. I let her pay if we do. Ahakz!

Prom's tomorrow! I'm soo excited. Wait, mustn't be tooooo excited. Be calm. Must prepare everything. Yup, yup. I'm sure it's gonna be fun :D I think both me and Anishka will come fashionably late for prom. Heheheh! No lah, the emcee needs to be there early, so I guess I follow her early.. I think. Hmmm.... Okie dokie, off now, later!

she went on and on and on and on at 8:58 am

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Day after Hari Raya

Dad was working morning shift. So we whole family went to rumah Wak Yah at Marine Parade. She wasn't feeling too well, so can't celebrate, poor thing. Ah! The twins came! Hehehe! They tugged my hands and slowly walked around the house, adapting to the new people and everything. The new addition to the twins' family is none other than the cutie Shafiq! He was sleeping, but my 'kaypoh' makciks carried him into the bedroom and started making baby noises with him. He was laughing, but when they all got out to let my grandmother pray, he was all alone on the bed, wiggling his toes. So he cried softly. Aww.., when he got carried again, he laughed. Weirdo :p Then Dad dropped by from work. And we all decided to go over to my house, whoopie! But no food liao, so what do we do? Call Pizza Hut. :D Yup, hilarious or not, I did call and by the time the whole gang of us reach my house, the deliveray man was there already. Phew!

I had the opportunity to go to the com and blog, but my cousins and siblings were crowding around me. I kinda feel werid with them watching me typing and blogging. Hmmm... so never blog. Haiz... But Fira was soo eager to go to this chatroom and talk to Malaysian dudes. Tsk, tsk. Then we eat Pizza! I got my own pasta. But that's not all, after that, we all want to go all the way to Bukit Batok to visit the house on the hill at Hill View. I tried to time the tape recorder to tape Charmed for me, but stupid gadget! Because I just got cable, the thing was all different. So all it tape was static! Ahhh! The horror!!!

So took MRT, a one hour ride to Bukit Batok. Haiz... but we fnally reach there. Kuehs were lovely. After all that, I tried to persuade my Dad to take a cab (actually 2 cabs, one not enough of a family of 6 :p) and go home, but no, cos the day before, take cab already. So I was feeling sad cos I'm definitely missing Charmed. Haiz.. and the HORROR! Never tape at all! Grrrr....! Waaahhh!

Yesterday

Morning went to school, got an unexpected dental appointment. But 'cause I used to have heart murmur, the dentist refused to 'operate' on me without having a medical opinion from a doctor asking if I need to take 8 freaking antibiotics an house before a simple dental check-up. I was discharged from that heart murmur thingy a loooooooooong time ago, a time when I was this high! (Place palm on my hip level) But no, the dentist insists on me go to a doctor first, then get opinion. Opinion my toot. But while I was waiting around in the cosy dental caravan, I made calls to certain people to come down to get their teeth check. It sound weird, like I'm instructing them to do so. Dear fellow students, you are expected to.. blah, blah, blah, at school, blah, blah, blah. Sorry Mat, couldn't resist. :D

Then, in the evening, went raya-ing again with paternal side family members. Dad can't make it cos he can't get leave. So kena go expressway and 'tangkap' (meaning: catch) those speeders and saman people lor. Haiz. So the whole family except him went to Kak Dillah's house first. We met Fira and nyai (paternal side grandmother :D) there. Had some ketupat and bbq prawns. Yummie :D And then, there's the biscuit semut-semut api. Those yummie devils!

Then all of us, including Kak Dillah's family went over to Wak So's house at Boon Lay. I enjoyed myself with wonderful food and desserts too! But then, thigns weren't going too well for my cousin, Fira. She had a small tiff with her fiance. Yes,she's my age, but don't ask, long story. She took me outside and we talked. She seem reallly sad, hope things work out. It's sad to see a wonderful day like that go to waste. Didn't get a chance to say bye-bye to her cos she was chasing the last bus.

Then, lil bro, Afir, thugged my hand and I looked down, "Kak, go shopping, eh?" Then he gave me his toothiest grin ever. He was hinting that we all go for a night shopping at Jurong Point. Gee that boy! Learn everything from me! :D But cannot go shopping cos too tired. Speaking of tired, in the train going to Bedok, Afir was 'possessed'. By tiredness. He was tired, his eyes were red and all. But he was still hyperactive. He was making a fool of himself. I asked him to sleep on my lap but he still fool around. Haiz, kids.. *looks at Mat ~_-*

Today

Early morning went KK to take medicine. Then went Bugis to buy The Dress for prom night. I found a nice simple beige-coloured gown, but I wanted to see other shops first. But Mom called asking me and sis to come back home and help her cook as guests are arriving later in the afternoon. Shucks. Later, in the evening, will be going back there and hunting again. All my other friends bought theirs already.. what a about moi? :'( Nevermind! I must not lost faith! Will find The One! Hehehehe! Hmmm... 4 pm already and the guests still aren't here. Hmmph, might as well go now and enjoy my hunting. But first, I store my tummy :D

There. 2 whole days of infos on one entry. And haven't change song. Gee! Yan must be going crazy! Okok, will change, will change. ;)

she went on and on and on and on at 4:04 pm

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WOOT!

Ok, no exatcly 'woot!' much. Of all days, my thang had to come on Hari Raya itself. Ah,.. it's been a damn long while since I felt the pain of pms (don't ask why, long story) and it came like one atomic omb yesterday when I was at my paternal grandmother house. I was just having fun when it all began. Grrr... oh well.. at least it didn't come during the Ramadan month :D Yup, that means i get to fast the entire month! Wow! I guess it is really true then eh? If you really, really, really, ask for it, you'll get it. :D I should do that again next year in the next Ramadan. ;)

Ok, then, back to topic Hari Raya. First went to maternal grandmother house. The cats there seem to know it's Hari Raya and they were all hanging out outside the first-storey house. Hehehe, so cute, they seem to be lining up for green packets from my nenek. :D Meow, meow :D Then inside, got some more 'priviledge' cats that get to hang around inside. They saw us coming and climb on the sofa playing with the siblings. So manja. Luckily they never attack the food :p Then more people came in and more cats came in. Wohohohoh! After that, we left for Bukit Panjang, the other grandmother's place. No cats there, just cute babies. Hehehe. Aidil (he came during Hari Raya years back, therefore, the name :D) was down with a fever. He was sticking close to his mother, sleeping on his lap. Hahaha, the mother was tired of him lying on her lap and made a very obvious 'cry' that her lap is painful and wanted to go the toilet in the kitchen, when there is no toilet in the kitchen. The kid believe her and went to lie down on a pillow next to him. Hahaha!

Oh, tat's when I started to feel the cramps. Argh! But it seems that the minyak kapak (axe oil) is working good. Fuad was there with his family. He's here in Singapore, taking a break from him Mecca school. He's my other 16-yr-old cousin, besides Fira. I didn't talk to him much, after what happened, I think last year's Hari Raya. He acted very oddly around me and wanted to sit enxt to me and stuffs. But I just keep quiet and talk to Fira. We did talk, but small issues. Then, (FINALLY!) we all go out as a big family with many aunts and uncles and big and lil' cousins to go to rumah Pak Lang. His house is up a hill in Hill View. Lol! After we climb up, we got a phone call he's not at home. Grr.. climb back down. Thank goodness I'm in used to high heels. Poor Fira, she was beggin to be carried down. :p I felt much better after eating at rumah Wak Thaib. :D Food was great. Maybe all I needed was food, then I can feel less pain :D

After that went home. Ah! Home sweet home. Oh? Did I mention that I brought along Suji? Now, not the kueh, but my cute tiny yellow teddy bear! Hehehe, yeah, childish, but I can't he just fits inside my small hand pouch perfectly, so I let him tag along. That's Suji! ;D

Today? Woke up late, but later in the afternoon, will go to Marine Parade. Then don't know go where. I hope I feel better soon, but the pain has subsided, so that's good ;) I gotta get ready now. See ya later!

she went on and on and on and on at 2:39 pm

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE! Yeahhhh! Woke up early to dress up. Hahaha, I'm gonna look my best for this special day. :D Even I help to spice up my sis' looks. Hehehehe! I wonder if Mom's gonna wear the same thing as me. Hmmm... My outfit has some purplish tone to it (yes, purple,.. again :D). And some sequins on the left side all the way down. Pretty! Hehehe! Gosh! I'm giggling like a lil' girl! Ha!

Oh, Yan, yes, another Rayer song. At least I never upload the takbir and put it in here right? ;-) My blog will be very religious then :D Hahahah! Okok, now, maaf zahir dan batin (again). If got some 'salah cakap', halalkanlah sahaja oki? Ok, but mixture of malay and english there. Heheheh. Hope you guys have a wonderful day and to those non-muslims, hope ya enjoy the public holiday!

Hey! Maybe later today, went we go jalan-jalan with our own families, we may meet along the way! Hahaha! Anyway, again have a blast! Make use of this wonderful day : nod nod : Ok, will be going off to Grandmother's house later, won't be online tonight maybe, but we shall see. Toodles all! Have fun!

she went on and on and on and on at 11:01 am

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Idiot brother. Ha! Let him deserve the bad marks he got for PSLE. Really disappointed at him. Ah, I won't waste time talking about him in here.

Anyway, yesterday, me and sis went to town so that I could check out on stores to see if I can find The Dress. Heheh, corny, but yeah. I found two stores that got this 2 different dress. But, I think I'm safe to call both of them a lil' (note: a lil') fleshy. :D I asked Mom about such things before hand, she hesitated, but I think she won't mind cos it's only for one night. So yeah, one is alright, the other is the one that I'm worried about. It's damn pretty, but it's got a tube kind of corset ya know? Did't get to try cos they were so many people. The other good one is just a normal dress, pretty colours, and not like the other one. Hmm.. probably on Firday, me and her, or probably with Anishka as well, will go back to town and finally purchase our dresses. Hmm.. I heard of tux rental... is there such thing as Rent-A-Dress? Cos, it's not like I' gonna wear there everyday. :/ We shall see... oh no.. prom is already one week away and I still am wondering what to wear. Some other girls already bought their dresses. At CK Tang.. I probably won't be buying anything there since most of them went there. Sekali, got two of us, wearing the same thing. Pure embarassement. Ahakz!

So after 'window-shopping', me and sis walked over to Plaza Singapura. We came to Swensens a lil' too early. I asked the waiter to get our orders done a lil' late. But no, our chicken baked rice came too soon. And me and sis had to look at it without eating like idiots. Hahaha, but there were some other Muslims who came later. Haizz... heard the 'bang' and I enjoyed my meal. Yum, yum. Oh, we had Celebrity Brownie for dessert. Extra yum, yum. After that, went Geylang. Hehehehehe. I think it got more crowded there since it's the last two days. Bought nothing much, the usual, big sweet corns for me and chicken burger for her. I thought of buying this much-talked about Turkish ice-cream. But tummy apparantly doesn't agree with moi :D

Now today. I overslept. I'm left with 30 mins left to reach sch by 9am. Grrr... Rush over to school, collect my results slip and had to stay to listen to some pre-u talk. Like I'm going there, at first thought. But when I look at my result slip, I qualify for a 3-year Pre-U course. Like DANG!? What?! I do?! Now I'm confused again. CI or Poly? So then, me and frens decided to have fun during our 3 months and just go to the CI until O Level result day. ;) I only know and heard of one CI,... at Outram.. does anyone know where else got? Hmmm...

Clean up the house, fixed the flower pot, cook some dishes, and I got a lil dizzy. Sleep then, now I'm here. Nice summary eh? Oh, gonna change song again. Yum again. Oh and before I forgot... ;)

Maaf zahir dan batin kawan-kawan semua. Kalau ada salah cakap, minta maaf aye? Selamat bulan Syawal dan mesti Selamat Hari Raya oki?

Ah, dang, must cook for our final buka now. I'll catch with ya all later, aye? ;)

she went on and on and on and on at 6:03 pm

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Hey Hey! New song. Again. Lol, that's like twice a day. Hahha, eat your heart out Yan ;) But this song ain't that bad la, so don't cringe too much aye?

Haiz.. sooo soo sad today. Only sis got her hair done. Me? I ain't got that much of moolah for my choice of hair change. :( Must ask my parents for extra cash. :D I'm still going to get that hair done :D Oh, speaking of major changes, Sis went for Alyssa/Phoebe look in Season 5. That big and fringe-y look? Yeah, just in this case, she looks toooooooooooo weird. Too damn weird. The top part is bigger than the bottom half. THe bottom half is very layered and thin. Oh boy! : heheheheh :

Made kek marble today. Very good. Besides that, I made Mee Goreng! Hehehe! So cool! This is, I say, the first time I cook something major! And it's for everyone. And they liked it! Hahahha! But of course, dirtied the kitchen at the same time. Wahaha! But after eating soo much, I fell sleepy. Ah, and that Afir, he's tugging me to light up his bunga api outside just when I log into the internet. Go away la lil' boy, ask somebody else to light up your bunga api.

Ok then, while ya enjoy the song (kekeke), I'll go and stuff myself again ;-)

she went on and on and on and on at 8:53 pm

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Yes, rayer spirit. It's only 3 days away : grin :

Today will get my hair done. It's gonna be totally different. Sooo excited. ;)

Changed song again, yes, apparantly, some people got a little of a 'heart attack' when the previous song aired. Oh Yan, hope ya feeling better with this song, aye? ;-) Kekekekeke (scheming).

Okie dokie, parents went off to Geylang to buy those last minute ingredients. Baby brother still sleping like a baby and sis watching stupid cartoons. Haiz.. other bro is out, waiting for his PSLE results, hopefully, he will have happy news for once in his life. :)

Last night, at grandmother's house, I was all business there. Uncle want me to make me a bottle of suji! Wahaha! He gave me $15 in advance. Then, nenek give me $5 for the kuehs I made for her.. errr... ah nevermind, at least all of us got $5, so no splitting. Even lil bro got $5, when all along, he only help to taste the goodies. He's the other reasons why the large bottle of suji was half-filled yesterday. Haiz.. After salon, will do more suji. Soo excited!

So after that, went to City Plaza to buy some stuffs. I bought a pearl necklace and a cute small bag. I like the maroon colour. So then, walk all the way to Geylang Serai. The walk was crowded, filled with people. Baby bro was getting annoyeda nd practically scraeming at those people who were dilly dally in front. Whahaha, he's soooo adorable! He was carefully eating his cup corn, and holding the strap of my bag so he won't get lost. When we finally reach the bazaar itself. Phew! More people. And the noise got louder! Seriously, I don't quite understand why sweaty men scream their guts out through loud speaker some more, taunting makcik-makcik to buy their stuffs. They're screaming already, yet they use a loud speaker. Crazy people. Argh, my eardrums.

I was hungry again, bought a large sweet corn (yum yum) and deng deng. I could have bought more, but the realisation that Survivor was gonna start change my mind. Ahakz! I knew I can't reach home in time, so asked brother at home to tape it for me, I bribe him if he don't, he won't get his money. Wahahaha! But in exchange, he asked me to buy chicken burger. Alright, alright. Just when we were about to go home, which was a relief for lil bro, mom decided to go back into the bazaar to buy some flowers. Boy, was he mad! He was like, "Baaallliikkkkkkkk aarrrggghhh!" Then he was panting in anger and stuffs. Sooo cute when's he angry. But he still angrily tugged my bag and followed in. Then, sis saw this young boy, crying, lost his mom. Then this shop onwer carried him and calm him down. Poor kid, he's much smaller than Afir (my angry younger brother :D) and he looked younger too. Then the mother spotted them. Happy ending to a teary situation. ;-) So yeah, we finally went home, by then, it was already 10pm. Taxi line was too long, so had to take bus, which pissed Afir more. Ahakz! That boy hor.

But he went all happy went he got to play the bung api back at home. Ah, the smoke coming in to the house. But he was having fun. And I was having fun, eating. :D But no, I was not having fun when Lil suddenly became drunk and did something to her leg. Eargh!

she went on and on and on and on at 10:24 am

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Arrghhh! Darn flooble chatterbox!

she went on and on and on and on at 2:53 pm

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Ha! New colour! Kinda sick with that purple-ish colour. And yeah, this really looks very Hari Raya-theme. And sorry if it's bright or something. Tell me if it is so :) And I really like the new banner. So cuuttteee! Sadly, can't find those kelap-kelip lampu at Geylang to add it in. Oh well. :D

I can't believe I'm making more suji. Next year, after baking all the cookies, I'll hide them where the little monsters (siblings) won't be able to find them. Cos believe me, one bottle of suji is not half-filled. No matter how many times I told them don't steal, they steal. Now, have to make another batch, but no, this time, they will be doing the rolling and baking :D Hahaha!

I realised that Grandmother only want 2 types of cookies. That means, brother and sis should receive less money cos they did almost nothing to get that money. Grr.. Must discuss with them later. -_- Ha! Done! My negotiations work. He'll get 10%, sis get 5% and I'll get the remaining. Wahahaha!

Ok then, that's it for this afternoon's entry. Watch out for tonight.. but depends if I'm tired after going to Grandma's house ;-)

she went on and on and on and on at 2:49 pm

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Went Parkway Parade again to break fast there. I just loooovvveee that place! THe 'waterfall' at the main entrance is beyoutifull! The lights were fantastic! After breaking fast, went around with Mom, sis and lil brother. We were looking for shoes :D But not nice one ;) So while we wait for the service bus to come by, I bought my first Caramel Frappucino in 4 weeks! Or more than that! It's been a loonngg time since I got to taste that creamy, sweet and certainly caramel-y flavour of the drink. Oh! It definitely perk my moo up. Then went around Bedok. And I found the perfect shoes! : grin : It got the strappy strappy thing around the ankle. Wow, I fell in love with it.

Yeah! Poh Siang IS going to prom. And he's probably in the plane already. Safe journey pal! Ok, will be changing song later on. It's a bit strange at first, but I'm sure this new song will perk your mood up. That is if you are celebrating Hari Raya :D : nod nod : Tomorrow will be visiting Grandmother's house to send the kuehs I had for her :D Hopefully, I'll get my salary there as well. :D :D

Ok then, that's it for tonight's entry. See ya!

she went on and on and on and on at 9:40 pm

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Wow. It's finally over. No offense to those who are still waiting for their final day, but really. I'm overwhelmed! The paper was good, I realised I got 2 wrong so far. Not bad, think can get above 30. :) Yesh! No more that irritating 'Ms Pang-lookalike' invigilator. From head to toe, from the way she walked, from the way she hold her bag, and from the way she carried her bag throughout the whole paper. Other papers, which are about 2 hours long, she had her bag on her shoulder. She's veerrryy familiar with that Ms Pang. Eargh.. Ah! No more that chief invigilator. I would never wanna see his face ever again. Hmpf!

So, walked around at Bedok, bought some stuffs, and I went down the central part to search for the 'good' salon. Blk 209, level 3. I'll go there either Friday or Saturday. Yeah! Poh Siang decided to go to prom! Hurray, hurray! Speaking of prom, Anishka was made the emcee. And guess who'll be by her side? None other than David. Those two 'can't stand the sight of each other', yet, they made a funny pair. They are gonna disturb one another throughout the whole night. Which makes prom more fun. Those two are gonna perk everyone up and I'm sure we'll have fun. Both me and she don't know where to buy our prom dresses. Dress code: BE A STAR! Think we rich to have those fancy clothes zit? It sounds too Hollywood-ish. I wonder if they put red carpet also, lol!

Rayer coming! Yeahhhhhh! Can't wait! Hope get more green packets :D Hmm.. ok.. this is weak attempt at making my entry long, when really, I got nothing else to talk about. Oh, thanks to Ad, I get to hear the whole album of Britney. Toxic is really nice. The remix of MATM is awesome-ness! ;)

Right, right, I better end here. Oh, Have a save journey Poh Siang! Have fun in Korea!

she went on and on and on and on at 1:20 pm

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Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

This is a very beautiful song from Christina Aguilera yet. After listening to this song, and her other singles, I think it's worth buying her album. Sorry Britters (and Ad :p), I'm gonna skip you for this month, or next. I'll get CA's first. :) I'm sure you'll understand, right? Don't cry now ;)

Besides the lyrics and the song itself, have you seen the video for this track? It's (again) BEAUTIFULLY directed under ONE perfect take. Watch it here
And even Xtina limited her make-up, making her really pretty. She should learn to cut down on those things on her face. She looks really good without them.

Ok, enough of her, for now. Hist paper today. Wow, again, it was UNEXPECTED for me. It was SURPRISINGLY easy. The invigilator, mistakenly give out the paper out one by one with the backpage facing us. And there, we saw the questions. People around me were giggling, and I think I heard a gasp. I looked down and I wasnted to squeal! I couldn't believe that the chapter that I forced myself to study that very morning came out. It's like SS, the very chapter I'm concentrating on came out; Sri Lanka. For history, it was the Treaty of Versailles and the consequences. It was straight forward basically, obnly 3 things to mention for that 12 and 13 marks question; deaths, damage and cost. Taa-dah. Even source based was like damn straight forward. Though I NEVER studied Russia, ahehe, it was all basic knowledge. I remembered certain factors and etc, but it was good. Really good. I hope it turns out fine. :)

Is it me? Or are these years papers like,.. unexpected? Some don't think so, they say that the papers are unexpected in the difficult way. Me? No, the only difficult paper that I came across were science. Both physics and chemistry. Maybe not that difficult, but had problems with it. Even combined humanities, the very subject that I am totally against and weak at and always get around border line, was good for me. For once in my 4 years in that damn school. See Mr Sim and Mdm Fazilah?! You all shouldn't have set difficult papers throughout those 4 years for lil' ol me, ay? Ok,maybe not me, the others as well ;)

Now, I've misplace my EZ-Link card. Damn! I ain't gonna tell parents,.. yet. I'll try to search it, I was actually calmabout it, so maybe (please god) I didn't lose it.. Please, please. I'll be damn pissed if it was. So now card, use coins, waste my money. Haiz. So when I was going home, I decided to walk home from Bedok MRT to Chai Chee. It's not that far, but far.. geddit? Not far, but to the eye, it is. It's the psychological thinking speaking.. ok nevermind. So I walked and walked, with the discman roaring through my eardrums. It was a really nice walk. Honestly, there was the breeze, the vehicles driving by, the swaying of the trees the cloudy weather. It was a really nice walk. Oh, am I on a verge on being emotional? I don't think so. :D Maybe I should walk home from now on, save money in ez-link (if I found it) and it's also another way to relax and just rewind.

Speaking of rewind, ahakz! Hurray! One more freaking day! Geog paper 1, nothing much to study since paper 2 was like three days ago and it's still fresh in my head. But I'll do practice on my map-reading. And on a happier note, Poh Siang finally brought those items I've been wanting to have since .. like 2 months ago. I think, ahakz! I made the effort to call the fellow, and reminded him. Yeah! No more cosmetic seller... actually.. it's more like cosmetic giver. No money charge at all. :D I'll change your extraordinary title later on, aye? ;)

Today, taught me, that no matter how much you hate to carry an umbrella, you must always have an umbrella ready by your side. You never know when it'll start pouring on you .. only Yeah, stuck at White Sands this afternoon when going to school. The rest got umbrella, leaving me there, standing in the middle of nowhere watching the rain fall heavily. I took a detour, :D, took out the sweater and wore my bag on my front, with the sweater covering my back. And ran. Ran all the way to school. I was not entirely drenched, but the cullotes was. Hehehe.. I saw Yihan walking on the opposite side with his umbrella. It was blowing soo hard he lost hold of it. Hahahha! I saw him tugging at the lousy umbrella trying to hold it properly. When I met him at school, he was drenched, even though he's with an umbrella. Hahahah!

Ok, that's it for tonight. I'll be celebrating tomorrow, at 9:15am.. ok, maybe 9:30am, depending on what time I got out of the hall. :D Toodles!

she went on and on and on and on at 8:51 pm

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Heya! All Coralites (that is if you care), Ms Chew has updated her webby with some cool autumn piccies. Hope she's doing well over at London ;)

Ok, I'm in love with my new blog banner. Ahakz, no biasness, but it's the very first attempt I tried making gradient. Can be improved though : grin :

One more day! But it's 2 more papers, later in the evening it's history. I heard that most of us will not study for it. Hahaha! Slaggin already! The thought of freedom is poision our minds already!... Even I couldn't afford to flip the history book pages. I wanted to fell asleep. I only studied one chapter do far, China. China is alright, that's wy study that first. Ah, maybe I follow the rest also? But no, it is still too risky. After history, there's only ONE more paper. Geog paper 1. Not much to study as geog paper 2 was like 3 days ago, so the notes are still fresh in my mind. So .. slag again, haiz...

Once I got the freedom, I'll do a make-over. To the the blog to and.. others lor. Ahakz! Friday, is surprise the family day, Monday, surprise the friends day. Tuesday, surprise my many, many, many relatives day. I can't wait!

Oh! Did I already mention that I got my precious wallet back?! No? Ok! Here me screammmmm! I got it back! Apparently, I DID left it in the taxi on Friday evening. But really, I have not a faintest memory of that moment. I only remembered giving my Mom $2 in the taxi, then I closed the wallet, then put it down. I could have sworn I put it back in my bag. Guess not. And luckyme, there's this one lady, who works in the factory opposite my block, and was flaggin thta very same taxi.

And I got no like address card, or a -if-you-found-my-wallet-please-call-this-number kinda card. It's definitely NOT me not to lose things like that. I always remember where I put things, of course, got a few searching la, but I will always find it. So on the day when I can't find it (believe it, it was the night after.. it didn't occur to me that I lost it.), I started to worry. If I can't find it, then it's lost somewhere else.

The lady, Juliana Fernando, called my school, she saw the prom ticket with the school's name on it, haha. Then got my home number. But brother was hogging the phone, obviously speaking quietly to his hunny bunny or whoever, heck cares! She didn't get to call my home cos of you, you lil' idiot! So she called my dad. Ha! He thought she's a Malay and started talking in Malay. Hahahaha! So went to see her and got my wallet back! Hip hip hurray! I am never gonna leave sight of anything. Always make sure they are safe. I see my wallet now, so it's safe. :D And I got my money back also! Should write to the new paper. :)

she went on and on and on and on at 8:47 am

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Hurray! Got song already! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Now, groove to the song, peeps .. actually,.. not much to groove, but it's a nice ballad. :)

she went on and on and on and on at 1:19 pm

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OMG, really, AM paper 2 was like more than chicken feet for me today. Ok, so maybe I'm feeling too confident for this paper, but seriously, after the scripts were taken, everyone was like "That was AM? Soo easy!" I know that I got some wrong answers, but seriously, it was like a breeze doing that paper. I couldn't even believe I actually finish it 15 mins earlier. Most of us were like relaxing around that time, waiting for the time to end. Then again, if we find it easy, RI and RGS will be grinning from ear to ear. Moderation.... uh oh.. so I guess you still can't be too happy at how eay a paper can get. Anything can happen.. Gee that sounds like some prophecy. :p

Poh Siang never bring those items again.. :'( Boy! You only got 2 more days left before I'll never get to see your face again, aye?! -_- And hey! Words are spreading faster than the Californian fires that Rose McGowan is engaged to her long-time boyfriend, Dave Zincenko. Yea, try pronouncing that ;) ... Rose Zinzenko? Eh! Look funny la! But anyway, even if the rumour is true or not, I iwhs her happiness, after being with that psychotic Marilyn Manson for 3 years and him saying harsh words about her. Poor girl. Be happy with the new dude! Both of ya look really cute and loving together! :D

2 more days, 2 more papers. Exactly one more week before Hari Raya. HURRAY! From tomorrow, it's only one more day left, then, there'll be no more! :D E1 are probably going clubbing already tonight. Heard that Ami and gang are going clubbing somewhere. Mat! You finish already! Grr.. oh well, 2 days, don't have a big difference. :D Enjoy, enjoy. No more waking up early, besides the fact that we have to wake up even earlier for sahur. Oh.. I'm feeling sleepy already, my eyes are drooping. Better take this chance to sleep and get back my lost sheeps.. or whatever.. what am I talking about... ???

she went on and on and on and on at 12:16 pm

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Yesterday went to grandmother's house at Bukit Panjang, father side. Long time never go there. Then got to see Fira, my close cousin. She looked different, she always looked different, with ah lian coloured hair and cap over her head. She didn't want to take out her cap cos of fear that my dad will start asking questions. :p Ahakz! So yeah, I had to study geog there, it was ok, then go to Bukit Panjang Plaza with Fira. She wanted to go there to see her bf only. Tsk, tsk. Then I was wondering of what to buy for Abang Jeff for tomorrow (which is today). In the end, bought Toberone chocolate only. I know wish it was mine. -_- :D Then go KFC, bought stuffs, then Mc, bought stuffs. Yeah, it's buka junk food that night! :D But when I got home there, the lil kids were there already, I spend the remaing time before buka flipiing through the pages with the kids screaming in the background and the tv running. Plus the extra loud talkings between Mom and Aunties. Discussing about kuehs. LMAO! It's just a miracle how I can still survive studying at that time. Maybe I'm just used to it, tooo used to it. Went home at about 8 pm. Took the bus and the brothers were overly excited about the same number bus that was in front off us. Our bus pass them, fast. And they were like, "Yeah! We win!". Then, that same bus passed us, and they sighed. But we pass again, and they cried out again. It just so happens that whenever the front bus is in front, there's a higher chances of the front bus stopping at a bus stop for passengers, then the other bus no need to stop there, passing the front one. So it was like that the entire journey from Bukit Panjang to Bedok. Haiz...

So now, today. Geog paper. It was alright. Took 3P and 1H. I didn't manage to finish the last part of the last question, but I managed to write the sentence I'm making, so yeah, at least it made sense then. :) My right hand ached from the constant writing. Maybe i should save money and send in good reading glasses for the markers in Cambridge for Christmas. Maybe they give me bonus point for the kind gesture, eh? Ahakz! Yea, wishful thinking. Anishka was soooo asking it today. She was slapping my ass with her chem paper one booklet and 'punishing' me with that booklet. Man, she was sooo damn lunky that she didn't get badmouth by me, big time man. If not, I'll deliver the word to her big time.

Abang Jeff was waiting for me outside school, with his Batman car. Those who saw me walking to his car, you should know how Batman-ish the car is. :D I kinda feel very 'super-ish' when I got in the car. Ahakz! Went home to change clothes for awhile before coming down for tuition. Chocolate, check! Home-made card, check! So an hour later, he was down to the final question of the tuition. He did some 'tsk, tsk' noise. And I was like, "Faster! Faster!" He laughed at my quick gesture of gettig out of tuition forever. Ahakz! Poor boy. I mean man. :D Ok, so when we were done, he moved over to Rachel, I gave him the 'pressies' and he went silent abit. Rachel, I think was a lil' jealous by the gesture that she made this absolutely obvious fake and sarcastic sigh 'Awwww,..' Then went back to work. Whatever fattie! So yeah, I closed the door before he can say anything. Hahaha. He said he'll see me again. Don't know when.. uh oh...

AM, tomorrow... from tomorrow onwards, it's only 3 days left. Oh man, it's gonna be THAT fast already. We are already on our 3rd last paper. Can't wait! Nov 24 is the day we'll get out results slips and had to sulk in the hall to hear some talk/briefing. So much for long celebrations. Oh well, just for a few hours. Won't kill.. :)

Gotta sleep and leave the room now, bro sleeping and I don't wanna hear him talk in his sleep. He talks nonsense, which is no good for my amaths-filled brain. No, no. Okie dokie, toodles!

she went on and on and on and on at 9:47 pm

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Ouch... yesterday, while I was twisting my damp hair, my hand slipped and hit a metal faucet next to me. It was sooo hard, the impact actually turn the faucet around till water came pouring down on me. The pain was unbearable! And I got paper that day too. So I had to shake the tingliness and pain away, but no, it was too painful. There was an oval-shaped blue blackish spot above the elbow.. oh no.. Well, lucky, I was still able to write down answers and all, but the occasional 'shock of pain' did interupt my thinking. Hmm...

So throughout the day, I was rubbing my elbow. I asked my sis to massage it for me. But she did the unthinkable. She started punching my elbow, thugging it and pressing her thumb on it like a massage killer ya know. I was screaming and wanting to pull away, but she kept torturing me. Arrgghh! it was freaking painful! And few hours later, the whole arm started to feel.... light.. 'empty' and very, very, very sore. It was a lil' palish too. Oh no, what have my sis done to me?!?!? Grrr......!

Couldn't sleep at night cos the pain was keeping me awake. Had to rest my poor arm on a pillow to 'level' it. Just when I was falling asleep, there was an SMS. It was from Abang Jeff. To come tomorrow (today) at 9:30am under my block wearing loose clothes. Don't ask why... Like what? Too sleepy, I never replied back. So this morning, I was looking at my wardrobe (arm still hurting) wondering what to wear? Then he msg not to wear black. Like what again? Most of my clothings are dark-coloured. In the end, I pick my red cross t-shirt. The less obvious one. :D But the RC under my block was occupied by some primary school students. And I never saw his Batman car. His car really looked like Batman, for sure. If you see some odd-shaped car, all black, including the wheels, that could be him. So yeah, he drove in and asked me to get in. Where are we going?

I asked him and he just smiled and said we are going tuition. More questions mark pop up around my head. He drove to Rachel's place, then Sya's, then Hwee. He asked us if we need to go toilet, cos the place he's bringing us got no toilet. WHAT?! Hmmm.. he also asked if me and Sya were fasting. Like duh? He was expecting us to have the same period date on the same day? He sighed and said if both of us weren't fasting, he could ordered pizza already. Oooohhh! Naughty boy! Tak nak puasa, eh? Tsk, tsk. So he drove. And drove. And drove... Until we reached Sentosa. SENTOSA?! Yeah, Sentosa, he was like speeding, ok, maybe not that speeding, but it was damn fast. I should tell my traffic daddy. Ahakz!

So we entered this Sentosa Cove, a wide space .. place. It was really nice, the sea view was awesome-ness! He said that he always come down to this place to wind down or .. cry... Cry? Dey! You cry?! Hahha, I think he was joking.. I think... eargh.. Lol. So he turned around so many bends I lost track. We reached this 'pondok', some shelter and study there. Hahha, yeha, study by the beach. It was very nice, something more different than the usual cold room. It was very, very breezy and windy there. The tide kept coming in. I was so enjoying the peace and 'beauty' that I wanted to fell asleep. I was so sleepy, but managed to get my questions done. After 4 hours there, we drove off. Rachel kept pestering to go to the Dolphins area and Underwater World. Please lah girl. Just behave. For once. My mother thought we all were 'merayap'ing around Sentosa! Lol, had to convice her that we were just studying. My big hunch on my he invited us to go there was that it was our 2nd last tuition together. Monday will be our last. Awww... maybe I should sabo him? For all the things and knowledge he gave me for the last ... say... lemme see... since primary 2... 9 long years. Yeah.. back then, there were a big number of us, but they soon dropped out, but still stay in touch. I remembered one time, we all used to go and see Beauty & The Beast ice skating concert in Singapore Indoor Stadium. Wah! So fun! So I must do something for him on Monday.. just not sure what... Hmmm.. it's gonna be more fun than.. umm.. teary. :D I still think he's joking. :)

Ok, now my mom is pestering me to go and make Kueh Tart. Haizz.. coming mommy. Later fellas!

she went on and on and on and on at 5:20 pm

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Never blog yesterday, cos was studying chem. Though I was about to take about 5minute to make another entry, but too many things to do :) Besides, sis was hogging the com. Hmpf. Anyhoo, today's paper was kinda a surprise... paper 1 was ok, I guess.. but paper 2, when it comes to Section B, it was horrible. Ok, so maybe not horrible, it was just a lil' hard. I think chem paper is much harder than physics.

When we (Poh Siang, Yihan, Eugene, me and Anishka) were walking out of school, we had lots to talk about. From chem paper, jumped to Survivor, then back to Chem, then Survivor 8, then to Singapore Idol (will talk about it in the next few paragraphs), then Charmed, then Holly Marie Combs, then Emmys, then West Wing. The whole subject changing was fast. Anishka was like.. where? Lol! Anyway, about Survivor. We were talking who is going out tonight. There's Rupert, Christa and Ryano. Oh well, I will look at the their website later, too eager to know who :p

So, about Survivor 8. It already started filming. Still in Panama. Lissis is not there.. :( Awww.... But still not *yet confirmed*. Also, there were reports that in Rupert's hometown, he was 'reportedly missing in action' in town, so people are speculating that he joined Survivor 8. Hmmm... Bring Lissie pleeeassseee.. People like Colby, Jenna and Jerri (wth?!) doesn't deserves to come back to Survivor. And especially Jerri. Yes, she is back, folks. But remember the 'not confirm' part :D Hope she is not coming back..

Next, Charmed. She is pregnant. (probably said that a million times!) Yah, that's all we talk about, cos later switch to Emmies. It goes like this.. Poh Siang: "What I think is not fair right, for Charmed, is that they have been on for soo long, and popular, but they still never get any Emmies. It's always the same thing, West Wing..... It's so stale! (that was me :D ahakz)" I couldn't agree more! They need to be recognise. -_-

Singapore Idol. Yihan said they ARE planning it.. and where's Talentime when you need it, ah? They want to make an Idol now? Copycat. Sheesh. Ha, but see la, wanna join or not, but probably let the roof fall down or something :p Eugene... he WANTS to join, but he *action action* don't want to la, this la, that la. Hahah! You want it, boy! Next what hor? ...

Errrr... uh oh.. it's gonna pour badly over here at Bedok, better log off now. Probably, tonight got another entry :D

she went on and on and on and on at 2:16 pm

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Hurrrraaayyy! New keyboard! 2 whole days, I cannot type anything at all. Wanna know how I got pass the password thingy whenever you wanna log in to the internet? Well, just copy and paste alphabets or numbers one by one and you're in. That's what I did. But I can't possibly copy and paste for my next entry all day right? 'Click' 'click' 'click' 'click' Argh! Irritating! And when I was roaming around in the boards, I was sooo dying from not posting at all. Grrrr!

However, I still manage to make another banner :D Hahhaa, no need to type at all :D




Taadaah, :D Ok, when I was looking around in the net and when I can't type, I realised some things. Mat's gone gaga over Survivor. And me too is thinking that Darrah can win the whole game. Go girl! Prove that girls CAN do it :D Then, Adleen got her own domain. That means need to change her blog add. But that's so super cool! And Yan still haven't posted his entry, the last time I checked :p

Hmm.. had my buka at Parkway Parade, the Banquet there. Wah, the Hor Fun really so good. :D Love that place. And LOVE the *new* Parkway Parade! They totally renovated the front part of the mall. Will fountain and awesome shops in it. And Starbucks is back peeps! In front of KFC. Or actually near it :D Yeah! I am gonna be the number one buyer over there. :D Then go Bedok, there's a Pasar Malam there. Went there last night as well, go jalan jalan with sis and Afir, lil bro. Bought those food stuffs like cup corn and bbq chicken and all. My sis is just a dork! $1.00 for 4 for otak-otak. She bought $4.00. Now she has 16 sticks of otak-otak. Whoever's gonna finish those lots? And she, being *too* shy, don't wanna give back and ask for money back. Tsk, tsk. She needs to go out. Not more. She needs to live outside, where she can learn how to be sociable. Haiz...SO yeah, went there again after buka with family. Bought a new sling bag. Very pretty. ;) Black with lots of hidden compartments. Then went home. Yeah, nothing much there la, all those expected stuffs like handphone covers, weird t-shirts. And food stalls alone the way. There are like everywhere! Even though there's another stall selling the same stuff.

Physics (yeah, haven't got a chance to talk about that :p) paper 1 was easy. Unexpectedly. Thought paper two.. 5 out of 11 questions were about electrical stuffs. Ahh! My nightmare. But thankfully, can do. :) Hope chem paper won't be as hard. I hope it's those easy questions. Easy questions. Yeah right easy. Those Cambridge people, aiyoh.. hope they don't come across with this site. :D

Okok, now gotta get my peanuts ready and watch Charmed. I'm so glad glad glad glad glad glad glad glad glad that I can type properly now. Must take extra care with this new keyboard. :D

she went on and on and on and on at 9:40 pm

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Poh Siang, beware. I just recovered from my 'wrestling' with my baby brother. And boy, did I won good. :D Tickle him till he cried like a baby.. literally.. So yeah, he stomped off, angry at me and snuggle at a corner and hung his head low, sniffing. Wahahah! So cute, so I went to comfort him, but he joke joke around and we ended up in another gruesome round of tickling/'wrestling'. Ok, so it's not wrestling. Wrestling? Heard of 'Please. Do not try this at home.'? Yeah, I'll never do that :D

AM paper today was surprisingly.. easy. Yeah. And what the hell are the graph papers for? It freak me out for a moment when I realised that I never used those paper. I 'look look' around, but I can't see if they did use their papers or not. So check the question booklet, nothing about draw on a graph paper. Lousy Cambridge people. Tsk, tsk. The paper was straight forward.. no time consuming questions. It was like, 'click' in the head and I can do it.. Nothing challenging... DANG! Did I just say that about AM? Sekali paper 2 is vice versa eh? Choy! Choy! Ahakz! So yeah, like normal, I cannot do question . Aka relative velocity. Damn chapter 19!

Now, studying Physics. I've made small notes/reminder on a notebook on some imp. points of physics. Seriously, I'm not too fond of Phys. It's getting harder and harder. I'm still having probs with the Left hand rule. Where is where? Haiz... all those magnet and electricity stuffs are just buzzing around in my head... and my brain is not absorbing those buzz. Gimme headache only. Grr.. haiz... Oh well, hope I do do well.

POH SIANG! You better have those items left at home aye? You better bring them. I'll msg you every hour, even you're asleep. If it takes you to put those precious things in your bag and gimme tomorrow. :D Wahaha... cough. Lol, ok. ... 6 papers have already pass... :( 7 more to go... but only 10 more days left. From 17/11/03 onwards, there's gonna be 4 papers altogether for 4 days. Oh boy.

Ok then, enough of Os for the moment. I need to get those buzz and fixed them in my brain cells. Toodles peeps :D .... KELVIN!

she went on and on and on and on at 9:08 pm

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Am watching Brainiest teacher now. That malay dude is totally enjoying himself, waving his arms around his head like a gorilla who wants a banana, badly... literally. :D

Made kueh suji today. Wah, the batter is damn lots! First four batch came out of the oven and the kids already came runnign after me, and I'm still holding the hot pan! Sheesh! Yeah, I warn them not to take so many or I'll make sure their head become suji. Eh! They went away after that, before taking 34 suji with them, tsk, tsk. At least there's more left. :D Now it's their turn to make the suji and put them in the oven. I'm free doing my own thing. This and studying for AM tomorrow. And yea, watching BT. I wonder if any of the teachers will embarrassed themselves. Hehehee.... Oh! Oh! Mat should be excited, cos there was a question about Jennifer Garner/Sydney Bristow, that is only if he's watching lor. :p .. Oh, that light green fella looks so damn arrogant. His chin so high up in the air, and if you are lucky, you can see the nose hair. Eargh...!

Anyhoo, my toes were frozen. At noon. Yes, the hot noon, and they are frozen. The RC center under my block need to check their aircon. They almost made my toes fall out! I had to get out of the tuition and practically baked or thawed or whatever my toes. After a few minutes, came back in and the blast of frigid air slapped my face. Dang, need to check that aircon myself. And whaddaya know? The temp. was a freaking 18 degrees celcius! Grrr... Abang Jeff really got lots of fat, though he's not fat, just .. big. Ahakz. So I set the temp to 30 degrees celcius. Wahahaha! Okok, now need to know how to differentiate some formulas. And that freaking relative velocity! I tell you, if they set a very super hard question about that, I am gonna skip that. For sure. Grrr..! Or at least don't let it come out for paper one. At least I'll have more time to practice more on RV.

Okie dokie, gtg now. Poh Siang! You better packed those stuffs in your bag at this very moment. I expect to them tomorrow, aye?... Hmm... I smell fresh suji.... oooo.....ahhhh........

Tata!

she went on and on and on and on at 9:03 pm

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Okie dokie, I've made two new bannies. I've learn a new technique by Dan aka Emry Sayre in cB. And I'm damn proud of it :D:D Taa-dah!







And someone *cougheugenecough*, says that the first banner, she looked like 'hantu' aka ghost. Then, on the second banner, *coughhecough* said that the girls looked like neon lights. Grrrr... I slap him upside down, then he know what neon lights are!

But anyhoo, I still love them. Oh, speaking of new, there's 3 new BEEEE-YYOOOUUU-TIII-FULLLLL promos of the girls. All three are seen in the second banner. Yup, yup. Excellent. Holly looks fantabulous is that pose. Thus, the banner named, 'fantabulous.png' Wahahahaha!

Ok, was still feeling a lil' feverish today, yet, i still went tuition. And oh boy, I need to revise ALOT more for AM, most of the questions that I SHOULD know, I was stunned. Hmm.. thanks goodnes I opened the book today and my memory was back online. :D Cosine to negative sine. Sine to cosine. That's differentiation. Sine to negative cosine, cosine to sine. That's intergration. Woo hoo! And I remember more, but I know you'll probably hantam me for remiding you all about maths. Ahakz!

So after tuition, had no time to rest, cos Mom asked me to do another batch of biscuits. I measure and mix and this and that all by my lonely self in the kitchen, while those kids started screaming with each other in the room. Probably in a wrestling mode. So yeah, was mixing the dough, I karate-chop the dough into two, pour the chocolate paste on one dough. Then Khairul came along. He wanted to help, so he can get an additional 2 % overall. We made a deal that he will ONLY get 20% overall, no matter how much he helped me. Idiot as he is, he agreed. :) I'm so smart. Wahahahahahahha!

Oooohhh.. he is looking at what I'm writing right now and was about to 'murder' me with a bouncy ball. But it hit him instead. Wahahahha! Hilarious! Ok,.. he's gonna take the ball again. Wah!.... It hit me now....... -_-... Now I am in a wrestling mode...-_-...... He'll get it from me. I'll karate-chop him upside down like he never experinced it before!

At the moment, ...... Wahahahahhahah! Ok, now both sis and Khairul are rolling on the floor,.. literally... I hid the bouncy ball somewhere where he can't put his hand into. *eyebrows go up and down, evilly* Nana, sis, saw where I put it, and she fell to the floor, laughing her guts out.

Cookies are baked, they tasted delicious. Had home-make mee goreng. Lovely. :D:D Oh no.. these martians (aka siblings) are practically harrassing me to death! They are putting dolls and teddy bears on my head and jacket! Ok, now this means WAR! I gotta go and prepare for battle. Wish me good luck. May I survive this battle, and win. I shall remember you if I am defeated. So long my fellow readers. I hope I entertain you very well. Toodles!

she went on and on and on and on at 8:21 pm

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Was feeling a lil' feverish today, but I refused to stop fasting. No way am I gonna break my fast cos I felt giddy. I spend the afternoon taking a nice nap, didn't went to tuition, had inform Abang jeff I wasn't gonna come today. He said come tomorrow. Lol, I heard from my bro that he (Abang Jeff) accidentally SMS my home number. Haaha, he heard some weird msgs over the phone. So yeah, he did SMS me telling me come earlier for tomorrow's tuition.

Now, now, those of you who want my cookies, lol, it's soo sweet of you to ask, but really, like how am I to give? Not that I'm considering to give actually. :p And no! My money is my money :D:D Wahahahahahahha! *cough* *cough* Anyhoo, had a 'mixture' of Mee Goreng and Nasi Goreng for buka today. Wah, taste so nice. Yea, I know, weird combination. Hahahaha, but still nice. :D Not sure whether tomorrow will be making another type of cookie.. see if I'm alright.

Oh, speaking of alright, when the Matrix Revolutions: Making Of aired at 6:30 pm today, I was literally leaping up high with excitement. Ha! Jasmine SMS me that she bought all kind of mags regarding matrix. Her dad's and his friend are gonna sponsor her to but tickets for the movie. And she invited me to come along! Awww.. that's so sweet... But no can do, sweetie. Os still dominating my dreams. Dang! And fasting month is still going on. Don't wanna waste my 'pahala puasa' if some obscene stuffs appear on the screen :p LMAO!

Ok, once again, KELVIN ONG POH SIANG, on Monday, I expect you to bring those stuffs, aye? Okie dokie. TOday's entry is short and sweet. Speaking of sweet, I think I'll go take a cup of F&N. Yes, I'm back on F&N. :D

DANG! Bro just told me that F&N finished already .. nevermind.. need something sweet.. perhaps F&N syrup? hehehehehe... toodles!

she went on and on and on and on at 8:54 pm

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Oh no... I really have to devote some of my free time during O Level and also after Os, the one week before Hari Raya, to make cookies and goodies. Already today, I've made about 3 box full of Biskut Dahlia. Wah, so pretty, I've yet to taste one. As a matter of fact, I'll get one now........

......hmmmm.. lovely. :D Hehehe, and yeah, 2 siblings went in the kitchen to disturb me, but in the end, they helped out. Just because they knew that Grandmother came to me to make her several batches of different cookies. And she'll pay me. Grr.. those siblings.. they're just helping me for the money. Cos after the first few batches were bake, they looked to me and discussed how the money was going to be shared. I wanna scream at that moment! Really! Grrr...! So I told them, each take 10%, I'll take 80. Since it's like, I did the rest of the work, mix this, measure that, fix this, bake that. But they protested. In the end, we end up with me having 64% and them 18% each. Wahahaha! I'll make sure they stay away from the kitchen in the days to come when I'm making another type of cookies, like Tart Roll... some cookie with both choc and plain taste to it, ooohh! SUJI! Yay! Hmm...some almond cookie and finally Marble Cake. Yum, yum. It's gonna be a fantastic Hari Raya :D:D

Today's maths paper. W-O-A-H. Remember that Keanu/Neo's 'Woah'? Yeah, it was like that. Though it was a quick breeze for me for the first few questions, it was time-consuming. Like.. badly. I didn't had enough time to finish some parts of the questions. But I know I did most of them. Did question 11 from section b.. though I hate transformation. Like badly. I saw question 10, which was about bearings, and I flip the page w/o reading further. Speaking of 'reading', our dear Yihan and Poh Siang accidentally did boh questions 10 and 11... I wonder how they even got the extra time to complete them both. Think they skip some questions before, no wonder they can't finish. Haizz... it was a bit funny at first, Poh Siang was like.. 'HUH?! Must choose huh?! Oh no,.. I did both questions.' Seriously, I know you are reading this right now Poh Siang. I just realised you keep updated with my bloggings but never tag hor? Hmm... ~_- LMAO! But the paper was straight forward. It was just plain time consuming.. haiz.. Well.. at least EM is officially over! Hurray! Now it's time to concentrate on other imp subby liek AM and science.. Grr.. science.. I can't wait for the last day of science. Or perhaps last day of Os.. wah.. 14 more days. 2 exact weeks later.. Nevermind, you can survive. We can survive. We will survive!!! Hey.. yay! LMAO!

Okok, I just watched Achar, it was hilarious, though a lil thin on the plot, but the laughters were there. Now, will wait for Bachelor 3. Hmm.. know who's the lucky lady already. Won't tell :D Okie dokie, I'll go away now. See ya all!

Oh wait. First, it's Kat 21st birthday! Kat is aka Meow in Charmed Singaporean Thread in cB. So happy birthday boy! Enjoy your time in Pulau Tekong :D And lastly, KELVIN! Bring the things I ordered from you on Monday! Ok? I'll scream at you to remembere again tomorrow :D Toodles!

she went on and on and on and on at 9:55 pm

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Hmm.. went to Haig Road this morning with Mom to go to this shop that sells EVERYTHING for rayer goodies. Like cookies, cakes and etc. Few days ago, without the help of my lazy sis, I made a 'what-to-buy' breakdown list. And it came down to 2kg of butter and 3 kg of flour.. of course, there are others, but I was more shocked at how much I'm gonna carry later :(

So yeah, was like picking everything from the shelves (no la :p) and putting it in a basket. Surprisingly, the flour weren't that heavy :p But I had to carry two bags. -_- Then walk over to Geylang Serai, Mom looked at this nice green table cloth. Really pretty. But no time to buy. Went in the wet market, but yellow noodles and this hot drink for my Dad. He's under the weather now, aww.. must take care :D Took taxi, reach home, had one more hour left before maths tuition. Went internet, and I found out that this toy company had come down with a 'prototype' to make Charmed Dolls. And boy.. Piper/Holly looks like a man. It's like her head stuck onto a muscular body. Phoebe is fine. Paige's fine too, just that her hair is black. Nooo!! It's supposed to be red! Then there's Belthazor. That 'doll' is a joke, really, it looked so weird with it's teeth snarling at ya. And believe me, it's head took 'out of balance' with the 'body' -_- Thank goodness this was just a prototype! They better show us good dolls! :D

Went tuition, do maths paper 2 from other schools. Then, about 2 hours later, Abang Jeff (we call the tutor that. big guy, but with a kind heart... not! :p lol!) had soap on his hand and rubbed it on Rachel's arm. She started whining and everything. As usual. I tell you, this girl just keeps whining, and whining, and whining. I don't know how Abang Jeff tolerated her. Her squeaky voice just makes my blood boil! Grrr! So yeah, she started whining at him for being evil la, then she went toilet. She came out with a dripping wet tissue and was approaching Abang Jeff from behind. My first thought was that the paper was soaked with toilet bowl water.. Eeeewww! She threw it to Abang Jeff's neck and it was dripping at everything. He said that Rachel's not that 'cold' to do such things, but she replied, 'are you sure cold or not?' Thn quiet, but yeah, you guess it, she can't keep her bloddy mouth shut! Never! The moment she registered with him about last year, she can't keep her mouth bloody shut! She went over to the soap dispenser and said 'you like the smell of the soap right?' I saw AJ's face, he seem quite scared and all.. like real scared. He knew that he just pissed the Roach badly. He protested that she stopped. But no, she was being this childish and immature baby with her annoying voice saying 'you like right? i give you some' She sprayed the soap on him, all over his left shoulder. She put down the dispenser with a thud on the table and went off to the toilet. Again. AJ got quiet, but the look in his eyes tell me that he was really pissed by Roachster's idiotic and damn stupid 'revenge'. She came out, stomping out, 'pretending to be angry'.Actually, she was angry, but man, she was being soooooo irritating with her foot stomping everything, she even had to put down her pen with a thud. Please la big and crooked mouth, PLEASE DO NOT BE SO CHILDISH! You are just bieng so bitchy about it. Sheesh...

She started talking in chinese to her friend la, obvious about how pissed she is. But surprisingly, after a few silent moments (minus the teachings from AJ to another student), he came over to big mouth's friend and teach her, but teased Rach about being angry at him, but still talk about him. Tsk, tsk. I am just gonna think that he was being nice to her because he's fasting. If not, he'll be cussing at her big time. Man, for once, I would like to see the look on her face when he called her a *toooooot* *tooot*. Yeah, man, I'll be smiling. :D

Ok, enough ranting about this lousy girl. I gotta make sure I'm ready for EM paper 2 tomorrow. I hope it's as straight forward as Paper 1, which to me, was easy to me.. don't know why the others says it's hard.. ??? Okie dokie, see ya later!

Oh, before I forgot, I added another blogger. That's Izzat from Sec 4N...

she went on and on and on and on at 9:10 pm

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Wassup with me? I realllllllllyyyyyyy think I will come early today. I calculated and I left home at 645. However, I still reached the bus stop at 7. Took the bus, I missed the bus yesterday -_-. So I figured I'll take an earlier train cos I did took the bus. But NOOOOOOOO.... I reached the interchange, almost the same time I reached there yesterday. Like what the heck?! I looked up and the next train to Pasir Ris is 8 mins later.. Grrr... yesterday, the train will come 7 mins later.. one minute earlier? One minute?! Grrr.. So yeah, I knew that Usha will get tired of waiting for me at Simei. And when I reached Simei, at that time it was about 713. We promised to meet at Simei at 7.. -_- So yeah, train continued to Pasir Ris. Reach there at 720. Report by 730. The only way to reach school in time was to run like a crazy woman. -_- But I was brisk walking towards school. Then, Izzat (4E one, not the 4N one -_-) came running from behind me towards school. At the road, we were waiting for the cars to stop and for all clear, he asked me if I was late. Like duh? Lol! When all clear, he zoomed all the way to school. Okay, maybe not zoom :p. Thank goodness I reached school on time, I think 730 already :p And yeah, Usha was waiting for me there, looking at me withthat where-were-you smile. I was wearing it's-the-train's-fault-lah smile. LMAO!

Again, Anishka didnt greet me slut, wonder if she's having a good morning :p She was busy discussing with Poh Siang and Eugene the format for formal letter writing. I also asked for the format, and Poh Siang laughed at me. "You also forgot huh?" LMAO! Along the way to hall, the 3 letters that was on my head were 'S, D, R. Sender Date Recipient'

And woot! English was nice! Do-able! Pass-able.. I think :/ I put Mr Goh Chok Tong as my important guest :p Then, I picked number one for compo. Write about a teacher who's unfortunate mistake leads to a student's sufferings. Or something like that. I wrote that this teacher punished this class by staying back during recess and stand at the parade square, under the scorching sun. I put down that it was the Ramadan month :p So they complained, but one girl collapse. Then hoo haa, call ambulance, carry victim and all. Then argument with witness including form teacher and principal. And teacher was dismissed by principal in front of students. :) Man, if only that happen :D Hahaha! But all was good!

And social studies! SRI LANKA came out! I wanted to jump up and down and clapped my hands on my seat when I saw Sri Lanka was in!! LMAO! Usha said, when she saw that question, she thought of me. Aww.. so sweet.. Lol! That's because I've been 'whining' (note: got the open commas there ' ' :D) that the paper must put in Sri Lanka. And it did. Hurray! The first time in my secondary life I was happy for SS, LMAO! And sourced based was straight-forward. I didn't have enough time to finish by 3b question, hmm.. but I can survive.. Yes, SURVIVOR. LMAO!

Anishka is one ditzy girl you know? She borrowed Zhenning's oversized (for her) sweater cos she was cold. Then, she left the sweater on the table in the canteen to talk to Mr Sim. I took the sweater while Usha took her books. Yeah, she even left her books there. Lucky she never left her brain. Ok, k/d :D So yeah, we were at the stairs, she came running at us. The sweater was over my arm. She shrieked at Zhenning's sweater and went back to the canteen to look for it. Me and Usha looked at each other like dorks you know. I shrugged and walked up the stairs. Let her find the sweater was with me all along. LMAO! Yeah, she came back up, ask us if we saw the sweater or not. Usha pointed at my arms and Anishka looked at my arm. She smiled and called me slut la, bitch la, like those annoying and smiling kind? LMAO! I wanted to roll on the floor with laughter. She was waving her index finger at me and muttering..'oh! you really are a slut you know?' Please la Anishka, you didn't even spare the minute to look around if we carried things for you. Tsk, tsk.

Oh, did I mentioned that Morning Madness rocks?! Like super duper rock? They are like the coolness morning radio show I've ever listened to! Love their chemistry, their jokes and sharp remarks. I think that's what kept me sane when I was running to school. :)

Okie dokie, that was a long one. :D Tomorrow no paper, so relax. No, realx my foot. Go maths tuition.. Oh no.. more maths paper to come.. I hope it was as easy as paper one. And I hope AM won't be THAT bad.. :)

she went on and on and on and on at 5:57 pm

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Woot! Broke the fast today with the all-delicious baked pasta from Pizza Hut! Yummie yum, yum! :D Had some Mom's mee hoon goreng :D (fried mee hoon) Wah.. so full.. never had this 'breakfast' that is good :D Hehehe..

Ok, today's EM paper. Wow.. it was really nice :D Do-able.. and I really think it's pass-able. Not sure if it's a1-able.. Aiyoh, if I continue to 'say' like this, my Wng sure gone :p But choy! No, my eng not that baddie :D Wahaha

Anyway, the paper was really good. Though the rest of the gang was lke.. 'wah lau! this was more harder than last year one!'. I mean, come on? It was that bad? My opinion: No, it wasn't. It was a wheeze-through (haiz...) Though I had no time to complete 2 questions. I just realised how to do the cosine angel ABC when the invigilator said 'put your pens down. stop writing" Grr... but one mark only, can still survive.. I hope.. :/ Why am I so happy about it? I mean,.. a handful of people were like.. 'Oh no!!... ' Hmmm... maybe .. nah.. I don't know what to say really :p

Oh, I was almost late this morning. Was rushing from Pasir Ris MRT to school. Lol, but luckily I saw one more 4E student walking to school, so heng. When I reached hall, they were like looking. Not looking, staring, they just happened to look at me. LMAO! And then I said someone waving at me. USHA! It is you! Long time no see this lady! Hahaha! She was like waving so madly.. and I was waving so madly some more. Lol! Then saw Yihan. He told me 'Early, huh?" Then a wicked grin. Lol! Shuddup la :p Then Anishka, then Poh Siang, whom I'm sitting behind. When I said down, I was actually quite shocked that Aniska never greet me slut. Lol. Good thing, or the whole hall will hear it. LMAO!!

The invigilator 'leader' was very the strict. He put on a straight face, lower his voice. Hmm.. trying to impress the school, nah? We were like, 'what's his problem?' Tsk tsk.

Grr.. SS tomorrow.. the one subject I TRULY HATE! I just pray to get at least a 5. 6 will do as well. I can never see myself with a 4 and less for SS. NEVER. But that doesn't mean I can't dream right? LMAO! But I won't do that for SS. Terrible,.. terrible : shake head :

Oki dokie then.. I'm gonna relax my full tummy now. Later all! Wishie me goodie luckie now :D

she went on and on and on and on at 8:25 pm

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Okie doie, it's been awhile since I lasted posted here. Due to all the books that I'm hitting, literally, I'm gonna stay away from being online for long hours.

Phew! Tomorrow's the BIG DAY! It's THE day! The day the first 'official' paper is out! Well, gotta say it's worth the wait. Believe it, 3 weeks is gonna past us like it's only 3 minutes. Soon, you'll realised, 'Hey, Os finish already? Wow!'

Of course, then you'll probably be thinking.. "Oh no.. results in 3 months.' That will probably feel like 3 weeks when you reach there :)

I heard from Eugene today that the A1 score for EM is 88, not 75.. like what the heck?! Grr.. how come now know only, hor? Tsk, tsk.. Anyway, we'll strive to do well. :D : shot fist in the air : YAY!

Now, me am gonna wish to those who'll be taking Os tomorrow. To Eugene, Yihan, Anishka, Poh Siang, Usha, Fazilah, Adleen, Bernadet, Mat, and all the rest of Sec 4Es in Singapore! You can do it peeps! Think positively! Stay healthy, study well, and have fun writing craps on the paper. :D Again, good luck for your Os!

Ok, 'm gonna end this 'propaganda' here :D Now, hitting SS books ;) See ya when I have the time to update :D

she went on and on and on and on at 1:26 pm

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