-- Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Ahhhh! I had such a frustrating weekend. I hate Java. Really, I truly hate ittt. Took my weekends away, just like thattt. So many errors and so difficult to understand what does errors are about. The errors are talking in java language that ahrhrhr. The assignment is to make a 'Space Invader'-like game. Y'know, have an enemyship then a hero, then fire bullets at each other. Then see who wins and all. Fuck, it's so frustrating cos I refer to all the notes that I have, I freaking understand them, yet it doesn't work, all these red errors appeared next to it. And JBuilder slowly starts to act funny. It will complained that this line got error, that line got error. And I stared at the screen, wondering why the hell it's error-ed. But I didn't changed anything, next thing, the red marks disappear and the applet is error-free. Great, I downloaded JBuilder that is actually haunted.
I really gave up on Sunday morning. I suddenly got everything right, the images (background and sprites and all) appeared. Heck cares the sprites are not moving across the screen, the images are drawn out! But then, don't know what happen, the program doesn't want to draw the images out and all the applet is showing is nothing. Nothing. Just white screen. But really, I wasn't too worried. I'm glad I got an A for the test. If I fail or whatever to this assignment, it's average. 25% from the test, 25% from this assignment. The more important thing to worry is the open-booked exam. 50%. All I gotta do is study everything. The fact that is open-booked make it slighly assuring. All the scribbles inside are gonna help.
And so that's how I hand up the assignment. We have this interview with the lechy to talk about our game and to see whether it works or not. Even the lechy is stumped to why my game is not working. Everything is written up there, but it won't programmed. So he gave me this option, he can give me until this Friday to at least have the basics up. So yeah, I'm just gonna concentrate to at least get the images and panel up. Goshhh.. I'm still not Java-free!! Oh whatever, I'm gonna get it done and over with this Friday. And I still got STSC to complete this Friday tooooo.
Right, again, whatever. Now, I'm off to recce Sentosa. Java is sooo screwing mee! Ok, so here's my complainnn.. ahhhh.... Owells... who wanna join me burn Java book after the exam?
she went on and on and on and on at 12:18 pm
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-- Monday, March 21, 2005
Yea, believe it or not, I'm starting to be a Green Day fan. That explains the song right now =). Hah! Me! Exactly. Owels, I loike their songsss =D
Now, now, it's been awhile yar? Mucho things have happened. One, I had slit my wrist.
EHeheh! Don't panic! It's called 'art'. Ehehe. Right, right, you see, we got this idea that we posed dead for our video assignment credits. Our productions' called Die Productions (inside joke), the irony. Or maybe not.. hmmm.. You see, I got the 'slit wrist' role. They poured fake blood over my wrist and told to lie on the floor and just play dead. Yana got poisoned. He almost swallowed the fake blood, yucks! Nurul did a P Ramlee. Stabbed her eyes. Hahha, but we couldn't make anything stick out of her eye, so she just lined underneath her eyes with the red colour and the remainaning just slide down her cheek.. her's is creeppy! And Zak got the easiest. Jump from a high floor. She just posed on the ground and taa-dah, dead woman. Lol! So then we took a group photo of us piling on top of each other. Dead. The first one was waahahah-able. It's just 4 bodies on top of one another. I almost suffocated! Kiddinggg! So anyway, took a second shot. And it turned out wonderful! But dang! Zak had her eyes opened! But Liza did it again! :D
See Here!!
Commentsss, comments. Gosh I realised how I miss doing banners, or manipulations at least. But I like how Zak's eyes turned out. Too bad I've got no idea how to do fake blood all over :D
Hahahahah! We recorded the SpongeBell songgg! And we sound completely retardeddd! Highlight of the (recording) day, when Yana bang his head into the transparent-looing window inside the studio! Hahahha, I keep replaying that part of the audio. When I listen carefully, I can definitely hear the 'boom!', and then a soft "Aduhh!". Followed immediately by my high pitch laughing.
Noww, another thing. Java. Alright, you wanna know the truth? I dislike that module. Can't say hate, cos it's not thattt bad, but I really don't like it. I can't understand a thing. For the last test we had, my darn bug did not loop and moved diagonally. It just stays there. But heyyy! Guess what. I got an amazing 'A' for the test. Can you image the shock I got when I heard my results. "Alpha means 'A', right?" I had my head on the table, expecting the F or whatshits. But don't get me wrong. I'm very glad I have an 'A' for something, but it's just sooo weird for me. How really can I possibly get an 'A'? I don't know and will never know perhaps. One thing for sure is that I'm not gonna repeat such grade for the assignment. Which oh! Is due next freaking week! And I just started! Why? Cos I've no idea how to do! Goshh.. so a goner. I can barely start without my computer slowing down the process and thus taking forever just to make the document. Sheesh.. If I get an 'A' for this, please remind me to just grin all day. Oh wait.. I'm already doing that. Ermm.. well, I'll be much more thankful. It's a miracle if it happens, and I like it to happen (haa, at this rate..?!), ahah, but then again, maybe it's just first time lucky. Shrugs.
Ian is geek love! And I think Gregg and Jen are boring. Besides that Jen's cute, they're both nothing. Iannnn!! Oh, how I just practically melt when he started acting goofffyyyy. And Steph rocks. She the woman!! Oh, and I too would like Romber to win :D Gosh, so true, they treat the show as if they're in Survivor all over again. Manipulate, manipulate, manipulate. And somebody smack Patrick upside down. When is MediaCorpse gonna show America's Next Top Model again??? They're already airing the 4th season in the States and we still haven't see the 3rd!! I want to see Amanda! And how bitchy Eva really isss! And I'm terrified that Charmed's gonna end. Well, at least end it on the 8th season with the big bang! Now it's going fine with the 7th, but please don't don't just suddenly end it. Yes, sad that's it's gonna end, but all good things come to an end.
Right.. Right.. I should be continuing Java. Yea, I should. Ok, toorah. Wish me luckie. And if I'm not back with another update by this weekend, Happy Advance Good Friday to everyone :DDD
she went on and on and on and on at 11:08 pm
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-- Sunday, March 13, 2005
Sing this along to the SpongeBob tune everyone! Hahahahh!
Who live in a papaya under the sea?
(SpongeBell SquareSkirts)
Always seen with different spongies
(Ooh! So naughty!)
If you wanna see 2 sponges locked lips
(Eh? ot such thing?)
Then follow her and be perverty!
(Yay! Let the fun begin!)
SpongeBell SquareSkirts
Sitting under a tree
Kissing somebody
Sponges orgyy!!
I totally went overlaughing when I wrote this.. Hahaha! But, it's original! If we cant put that original SpongeBob song into our audio group assignment, then I want to include this. Lyrics wise, we can always change something laa! I know the orgy has to go, ahah, the lechy won't approve one, but hey! I want to record thiiasss! Hahhaha
Right, right, now on to Java game assignment, darn have to download that JBuilder thingy.. and I have no idea how too.. -_-
she went on and on and on and on at 12:40 pm
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-- Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I feel soo super bad. Awww.. :( Ok, it goes like this. I was, again as per normal, late for school. So I was rushing to leave the house. I opened the door and there sits Joey on the doormat outside, zzz-ing. He heard me and started to stretch and the usual cat stuffs. He was mewing, asking for affection from me and all, and he was calm. I swung the gate and stepped forward. Then all of a sudden, he started screaming. Like, really screaming. He went.. ok, I've no idea how to type that out, but he went screaming hysterically. But he just stood there, beside me, screaming. I thought I stepped on its foot! So I moved away and he kept quiet, again, all of a sudden. Weird enough? Not yet. So I started to say sorry to him like an idiot. And then he started crying. I mean, you can't see the tears rolling down his furry face, but by the sound of his meow, you can tell there's a little whimper in there. And he just sat back on the mat, looked up at me with it's adoring eyes and... cried. It's a small mewing that's being repeated over again. He's really crying. Like.. wth? I'm realllly sorry I stepped on its foot. Then he started to feel intimidated. He got more scared when I tried to pat him on the head. His body language says it all, he was really afraid. I got worried la. Like what's wrong with him. But I remembered how he screamed again and I started laughing. I left him there and I called my mom to tell her everything.
And on the train back home from school later in the day, I started to realise that I didn't felt anything under my feet when I stepped out. I didn't felt like I just stepped on his foot. If I did, why didn't he tried to scratch me or something. I mean, he just stood there, like right beside me, screaming at my leg. And the way he cried and got so scared after that. I wonder... Cos like almost a week ago, he hardly comes over to the house anymore. Only like 2 days ago he came back. So I'm wondering if someone else had tried to hurt him or something. Cos I tell you, he's pretty daring. He even went to my room and sat under the bed when my mom left the door open for awhile. But he seemed.. restricted? It's that the right word? Something like that. He's being careful and all. Mom said that when Afir tried to playfully touch his foot, Joey yelped at him defensively. So back to this unknown abuse. Mom tried carrying him and he cried sorta in pain for awhile. Oh no, I feel so scared. I'm not sure how hurt he is, but to think that people could just kick animals around. What do they think they are? Pests? Those people are the pests I tell you. If you don't like animals, then don't disturb them or hurt them or anything, they didn't do anthing to you. It disgusts me to think that there's still such people around, like go and kick yourself la. Don't inflict pain to these harmless animals, be it dogs or cats.
So there, two long paragraphs on animal rights... Hah, I think I'm sick again. Wait, I am feeling under the weather. But that doesn't mean I don't meant I just said. Those people should just be moved to some deserted island and stare.
I'm gonna pamper Joey now. Hehh, I bought him a small tin of tuna to make up to him for making him feel scared this morning. And he finished everything! Like, spotless! Even though he's a stray and he's literally no one's pet, it doesn't mean he's not being loved, ya know. Yea, now I'm being all Shakespearish (sp?).
Other than that that's happening this week, there's Eric being saboed on his birthday with his own birthday cake (hah!), I was all Trinity-Matrixy for the final scene in my group's video assignment (it's a wrappp!!), the potek geng is really in love with SpongeBob SquarePants (who lives in the pineapple under the seaaa?!!!). Zak had a new haircut, my slogan says "Lipsmackin' Thirstquenchin' Acetastin' Motivatin' Goodbuzzin' Cooltalkin' Highwalkin' Fastlivin' Evergivin' Coolfizzin' Liza" and whatever I studied for STSC last night (which lasted till 2am mind you) turned out to be a small percentage of the whole paper. In other words, CLOSAT, LCSTS, MICSCC, CCCB, SSS and whatever abbreviations I've created last night didn't come outt!! Somebody burst a balloon in my face.. arghhh! But the paper was fine :D, hope I do well eventually, bwahah!
And I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. I shall not be late for class tomorrow. Somebody sponsor my driving lessons please, errmm.. practical and theory? :D The car even? <3333
she went on and on and on and on at 10:45 pm
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-- Friday, March 04, 2005
Wassup yall? Yea, I'm good, no more depression! I'm ditzy and over-cheery again. But darn, came down with a fever today. That sister of mine admitted to me that she passed her illness to me 2 nights ago. She felt better and I felt worse. Bahh.
Anyhoo, lately, been literally tearing my hair out cos I've been trying to think up of locations possibilities for my group's video assignment. And then I realise - we are some damn ambitious geeks. Our script has scenes in a hospital, a fighting scene that involves knives and blood (which we are still figuring how to fake, err..) and hopefully, a private room in a hospital. Right now, I'm waiting for a reply from SGH. I hope we can at least film at the waiting area in one of the blocks, I'm soo hopinggg. As for the private room, we decided to cheat and make that scene separated into 2 different locations. It's all about the camera tricks, people ;).
Yesterday, me and Noi had fun decorating Zak's face. Hahahha, we had to make her up into a dirty lunatic, complete with some real-looking bruises on the mouth. She won't let us, but we managed to mess her hair up too. Hahha, it was so funny. And the outcome was nice. She really looked like a crazed person. The 'bruises' were cool too, and we were just putting on whatever we have, foundation, eyeshadow and some red lipstick. And Zak's attempt at acting very lunatic is just hilarious. There were times where it was almost perfect until she started laughing and said that she'll really be a crazy person. Dang! Fun, fun funnn.
More filming coming upp. Supposed to be today, but decided to just take one day off, ehehe. Basically, all of us burnt the midnight oil for too long last night. Doing a script assignment can really dragged on and you will think when is the typing gonna end. Oh well, at least that assignment is over and done with. Dreading the part 2 of that assignment - draw a storyboard for the scene that I've choosen in my script. Major stress much?
Bloody school fees!! How can they just take out 300 from my bank account like that?? And I don't recall applying to use Giro as a way to pay my fees. Nooo. Grrr. There goes my orange Creative Zen.
The guys in AMI are far much better than the girls. The girls are just... boring la. No Kelly Clarkson, Fantasia or Diana DeGarmo in that groups of girls. As for the boys, their performances are so entertaining la, they sang much better. And am I the only one who dislikes that so-called rocker, Constantine guy? He's so fake and I can see he's trying hard to be a rocker. I only like him when he's standing beside Ryan Seacrest. I will just laugh when I see those two stand next to each other, ahahah. Major height difference.
Orite then, I'll leave it here. Hope we can film at SGH tomorrow ..ahhh, if not,.. ahhh. I'll pulled someone's else hair! Now, who knows how to make fake blood?
she went on and on and on and on at 6:56 pm
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