I was doing this in deviantART and I thought I shall start another spam-like craze.

20 facts that people do not know about me

1. I'm actually extremely shy. I'm always the quiet one. Total contrast to what's happening at home. I yak and yak all day long, I irritate the family so much with my ramblings.
   


2. I find it hard to share secrets with the people that I care, especially my friends. It's an issue of mine that I still haven't work on. At times, I'll be staring at them whether to go "Hey, I got something to tell" or not. I guess eventually I will open up. Or maybe not.
   


3. I have had a love/(most of the time) hate relationship with my first younger brother all my life. I remembered when we were kids, I brought him into the room at night and I purposely did not switched the lights on. And in the darkness, I stomped HARD on his foot and ran off. I don't think he remembers that incident. :evillaugh:
   


4. I'm the eldest of 4. Sometimes I wished I had an elder sis/bro because I felt the pressure of being the oldest. I realised that the other 3 really do looked up to me and it's up to me to set the right path for them to follow as well. It's hard having that role. Because I've always wanted to rebel and be the naughty kid, but guess not. And I'm making this sound sadd! Hah!
   


5. When I was in primary school, my friends tried to marry me with my so-called boyfriend. They went around asking for my full name so that they can 'sah' ('legal') the 'marriage'.
   


6. I lost contacts with all of my primary schoolmates. I don't think I would wanna meet up with them because they seems like different people to me.
   


7. On the other hand, I loved my secondary schoolmates. I liked to think that those 4 years were my only rebel years. But I did little rebel stuffs because I was being the good girl to everyone :lmao:
   


8. I have scoliosis. It's the crookedness of the spine where the spine bends and formed an 'S' shape. As a result, my waist looks uneven - one is curving wayyy inward, the other is just flat. My dad first realised something was wrong because I was walking funny. A year ago, I was 37 degrees off. Now I'm at 30 degrees and it's a bigg difference.
   


9. I can eat whatever I want and never gain weight. This has been an issue back during my secondary school days. People keep complaining that I should eat more and put on weight. But I was really eating alot and nothing really changed on the scales. To me, people commenting on how thin, bony and unhealthy you looked is the same kind of feeling an obese person is feeling when people comment on their weight. I may be skinny but I am still healthy, same goes to people who are slightly overweight. They could be very healthy and very happy.
   


10. I'm a tv whore. I watched a lot of shows. House, CSI, Desperate, American Idol, Survivor, Amazing Race, Apprentice and a whole lot of others. Oh, a Britney fan here too. :excited:
    


11. I had my first brush with the supernatural when I was a kid. The siblings and some cousins were in my room and I was on the chair minding my own business when I felt something on the bottom of my back. Even though I didn't see it, I could tell that a long-nailed, bony and frail finger was running up my back. The feeling was undeniably scary. I turned around and the kids were still playing and my t-shirt wasn't messed with at the same time. Something touched me and I'm afraid to imagine the full figure that did so. :skull:
    


12. I encountered so many deja-vu I lost count. During the beginning of my secondary school days, I realised that I've been geting deja-vu frequently. Too frequent. There were moments where I just stopped walking and stared ahead, watching a scene before my eye replaying. Sometimes, even friends coming up to me asking what's wrong was part of the deja-vu. I will just looked at them in a funny way and they backed off. Even them backing off was all too familiar. It was quite crazy back then. Now, I still have them, but not so frequent. It still left me in awed for awhile when I get them.
    


13. When I first registered for my polytechnic studies, my current classmates actually wanted to come up to me and say hi and introduce one another. But something changed their mind and they didn't talk to me the entire day. Well, it happened this way. When they were about to approach me, I smiled widely and laughed. To myself. Apparantly, it scared them off. :lmao: I was looking at my student card picture because it was obvious that they squashed my face and the whole picture turned out wrong, so I laughed. At that same moment, they wanted to talk to me, but got the wrong impression. They seriously thought I was crazy. I still am. :giggle:
    


14. I hope for everything best, like getting lots and lots of cash and using it to get my dream car. A Volkswagon New Beetle. I would also like to live in a beach house. Sadly, don't think one can exist on this small island of mine.
    


15. I'm terrified of lifts. I used to be so afraid of them that if I can't get anyone to go inside with me, I will take the stairs. And if I happen to end up being alone in the lift, I will walk around carefully so that the lift won't shake so much and sing to keep myself occupied. I used to have nightmares where I got stuck in the lift and everything was dark and I couldn't do anything. And then the lift just dropp. It was scaryyyy. :cries: Now, I'm still afraid of them, but I think I overcome it. I think.
    


16. When I was a kid, that brother and I were fighting and he took a clothes hanger and threw it across the room at me. It hit my lip and when I took my hands away from my mouth, there were so much blood I couldn't believe it.That hanger tore into my lip and blood were just oozing out of it. I got a big scar on the bottom of my lip. :rage:
    


17. I got burnt when I was 5/6(?). I accidentally tipped over a very very hot cup of water and it fell down my chest and the next thing I remembered was everything turned black and I woke up on the operating table and there were doctors and nurses everywhere with their maskes and they were just crowding around me. I remembered looking at my chest for a moment and it was all red and bloodied. Then I blacked out again.
    


18. I fell down during a netball match in secondary school. I thought it was just a normal sprain. But no. I heard it snapped loudly before I fall. And then the whole ankle just turn sore and swollen. I realised that I broke my ankle. But I didn't think so, so I got up, walked for awhile and continued playing. Now, I could twist my ankle around and feel the joint move.
    


19. I laughed my ass off when some scrawny guy who doesn't seems to realise that people disliked him started screaming fuck fuck fuck because he thought that a friend was about to trick him. His fuck reaction was sooo wth, but the fact that his reaction was to say fuck multiple times was just unbearble. I just fall down and laughed till I cried. :rofl:
    


20. Lastlyyyy, I almost died. Twice. Both involving motocycles. The first time was when I was coming home from primary school. Some motordude just zoomed past me. It's partly my fault for not looking first, but the dude just honked once and nearly drove me down. The second time was when my family were crossing the road. I was holding hands with my Dad and I could see that there were no vehicles. Totally no vehicles, they were stuck behind a traffic light wayyy back. But they were walking slowly so I ran off to reach the other side first. All of a sudden, I turned and saw this motocycle right in front of me. But I felt that time stopped and something lifted me off that spot and put me back a few inches away from the motorcycle's path. Then time started again and the motorcycle just went by, not a honk was heard. Everyone was shocked. But I was actually more shocked. I felt something, or someone, moved me to a safer place, nearer to my family. It definitely made my whole life different from then onwards.
    

Wheee. Now it's YOUR turn to do this. 20 unknown facts about you. Or just 20 random facts, anyway you want. :D Enjoy readinggg, I'm off to bed.

she went on and on and on and on at 11:53 pm

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Whoop pe di doo. I feel so much better nuuu. Thank god. I can go crazy if the pain went on and on.

Okay, so now I'm red and blotchy. But I can cover them up with clothes. I wanted to go out. To finally just step out of the house and just jalan-jalan. On Saturday, I was supposed to meet Nurul early in the morning for the Canon Digital Photomarathon. But Dad didn't think I could go out yet. Okay fine. Then they were talking off breaking fast at my grandmother's place. Yippy, breaking fast outside! No. Dad said next week because I still looked scary.

My face is not that badddd. The antiseptic cream is working and the redness is disappearing, okayy???? And I was saying about the covering up part? I can pull it off. But nooo, he thinks I looked too scary. Well my back is more scarier.



There goes my flawless back. Hmph. Oh, those were the ones which almost lead me to insanity. They were itching with fire!

And look at the that. My second MC ends on the 30th Oct. A day before school starts. Fancy that, argh. I think I'll get a 3rd MC, huhuh. Oh, the second MC? Welll...

*looks at Mat* I went to CDC. But I didn't got warded, thank you very much. Though Dad was mocking me getting warded and being all alone in the quiet place. That was the day when I broke down. The day I couldn't tahan anymore. The irony was I was perfectly itch-free the next day.

Oh! Oh! I had to go out today because I need to purchace chocolate chips to make cookies. So I wore a long-sleeved top over a tube to hid the open neck, but you can still see the redness. So I wrapped a shawl all around my neck. Then I messed up my hair to covered up some of my face, because it was still reddd! I looked like I was gasping for air, it was soo funny. But I dragged my sister along so I won't get stared at much, hahhaa.

I think I'll be alright for the rayerr, just more antiseptic cream and calamine lotion for those spots that refuse to dry up and fall off fast. And my hands are getting itchy. The fingers are wanting to scratch at something, eeks! Anyways, my late late late late wishes. Happy fasting and keep on going. :D

she went on and on and on and on at 9:20 pm

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It's true when they say that if you get chicken pox at an older age, it hurts more.

It hurts a hell more.

It will just drain the whole energy and strength from you.

It felt like my body was on fire constantly.

I was shaking as if I was getting a seizure.

It was so painful I couldn't ask for any help because I was alone.

And the only thing I could do was fall and cry.

she went on and on and on and on at 12:20 pm

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I hugged Afir too soon.

The pox finally got me.

Feverish.

Depressed.

she went on and on and on and on at 3:54 pm

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I'm sick. Sore throat, fever, now a bit of asthma coming along. But I'm well enough to fast thankfully :D:D

And still no chicken pox for me. huhu. Mom and Dad are convincing themselves that the pimple on my leg is a pox. No it's a pimple. Besides, it's been wayyy more that 24 hours since any more pox-like dots appearred on my body, so I'm on the all clear. Bahahahha!!

Maybe I am invincibleee!!

Ah-choo! Cough! -_-

she went on and on and on and on at 2:44 pm

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It's confirmed. She got the chicken pox virus. Hahha, during her N Levels this morning. I was laughing in the polyclinic when I heard it. More on the clinic later. After she did her papers, Dad took her to Changi General. And since she can't do her exams in the hall anymore, she gotta go to the Examination Center at Margaret Drive. Where is that? Somewhere over at Queenstown. And who did Daddy asked to send her and bring her back from there? Me. Niceee. I think being with her for the next few days will really make me have chicken pox.

Work on Saturday was what I remembered it to be. Rush. I've been away from work for a month and I thought I was clueless and forgot the way things supposed to be done there. Nope. Sekali kena do coffee for most of my entire shift. And a long que with that. I'm actually pretty glad (and proud. and satisfied. and over-accomplished) that I handled the crowd well. LOLL! But yeah, being in-charged of the espresso machine did take its toll. 8 hours of doing coffee = early arthritis problems and aging-looking hands. My hands were wrinkly and red and sore. And wet. Wet till my hand slipped from the handle of the chiller door and almost lost my arm. Eeks.

Then it happened. I had problems swallowing. It felt like there's something hollow in my neck. I drank water and it felt slightlyyy better. Few minutes later, I had difficulties turning my neck. I told my parents about it and my dad gave me the fright of my life. He cooly said, "Maybe it's cancer. Thyroid cancer?" My jaw just dropped and my eyes grew bigger than my mouth. Okay, so maybe not, but wouldn't you be shocked as well? To hear that you might just got cancer? And in a as-a-matter-of-factly wayy? It was my depression point from that moment. I kept massaging my neck despite the pain thinking about what he said. By then, I can hardly turn both directions and even lay down on my bed.

And I slept so far away from my sister that I was on the brink of falling over and hitting my head on the drawer. The imaginary scene looks really hilarious in my head, despite the pain that should be running through my skin if that happened, hahh!

Anyway, I went to the clinic today to get my neck checked. I'm quite relieved that pre-visit, my neck felt much much better. I can turn. I can sniffed back my runny snot without any pain in the neck, hehe. But there's still that pain when I massaged it. The doctor was actually o_O. He told me that it could be a neck sprain, but thought that my condition was "strange". Yup, he said that. Strange.

Whatever dude!! Does this mean I don't have cancer!??! I doubt so, I doubt so, I doubt so. Cos I thought that it was just muscle cramps too, after this morning. And when I went home, Dad had this smirking look when he asked me what the doc said. Now, his ways of affection is really strange. Now, the pain is going away. But the cancer comment is still haunting my brain cells. We really do gotta take care of ourselves. Cos you may never know what you did that can cause you such illness. Because all I might have sprain are my wrist. Neck? Hmmm...

Anyway, there goes my 12 hour sleeping period for the holidays. =[

@ nurul, your flash/pic movie. rofl-able. ahahah.
@ mat, im sure if i get the pox (nononononono), i won't be send to the cdc, take blood samples and endure the needle going through several times to get a freaking vein. =) <3s ehe

she went on and on and on and on at 8:25 pm

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My sis just showed me this boil on her arm.

I'm the last one in the family to get the virus now. Don't think I'll stay virus-free for long. :(

My neck already hurts, I can't turn or even lay down on my bed. I'm getting paranoid of any bumps on my skin. Or anything reddish. And maybe it's the paranoia, but I'm feeling warm already. And truth be told, I'm feeling sad at the same time cos my sis' taking her N Levels papers from Monday onwards. I hope she can still take it.

Don't think I'm gonna have a fun time fasting this year. Going through a bladder problem last year was already hard. Imagine, quoting what Nurul said - "scratchin or attemptin to refrain (my)self from scratching + hungry and thirsty + having tummy pains..."

Ooh, I just got that secret off my chest. Hmmm."it wont be dat bad lah..whwhahahahah"

she went on and on and on and on at 11:50 pm

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