-- Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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i hate acan so so much. damnit 3dmax erase all of my poses that i spend making for the first hour. when i found out that the poses are gone, i'm only left with 1/2 hour left before the practical test ends. arghhhh. whatever.
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she went on and on and on and on at 11:53 pm
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Ok, I was just about to hit the sack when I remembered that I made a (very) short entry earlier. Well, worth a try to blog again seeing how I'm beginning to realise I am losing my blog mojo. Uh oh. Hah, lemme see...
Okay, simple things. Rehearsals for NDP started a few week back. 3 weeks back actually. And ithas been fun. Yeah got the frustrated moment, but I tell you it was fun. I absolutely enjoy the parade. Then again, i always enjoy parade. I miss being in the parade! Whee.
Oh. And I saw my secondary school red cross instructor. I recognised him from afar by the way he stands, lol. Couldn't get the chance to go over and say hi, maybe next time.
So anyway. Sara, Nurul and myself are in one camera crew/group - Camera 2. Sara's the cameraman, Nurul's the cable girl and I'm the comms-in-charge. Lol. Simply because the freaking camera weights a tonne and so does the cable. Both of them just dont want to the fragile me to be broken into pieces on the field. Eh, the 'fragile' me. Oh yea, We are also the moving camera crew. As in, we're one of the 4 groups who are on the field. That means we get to go into the field and film the performers.
So far, those 3 rehearsals have been going smoothly. I'm really excited about the preview day and the real day. Combined rehearsals have already started and we got to see the full performance. I say it's quite interesting. Besides the parade, keep an eye on the kids karate (is it karate?) performance. Those kids are impressive and oh so cute when they ran into the field screaming.
Ok, on to others. School. Test. Fyp. Internship. School just started. I just had my AAUP written test yesterday. Tomorrow (or later in the evening) will be ACAN practical test. And after what happen during e-learning week, I hate this module even more. Long story which I do not wanna talk about. It's so piss worthy.
Ya. Fyp. Well, can't say we are doing well, can't say we are not doing well. So so. There were many problems encountered, especially during the break. We had reshoot a scene. But then, the lead actor cut his hair. So we had to reshoot the entire adults scenes. But then, just a day earlier before the reshoot, some of the actors last minute cannot reach on time. I was really depressed and pissed.
And I will also say that I was so depressed and pissed, that I broke down on the phone when talking with Tzi Yun about it. I mean, I have every right to just break down at one corner. It was the second week of NDP rehearsal, that week was tought cos we pulled out the entire 300m cable and had to recoil them back. Again, no need to mention cos that too is piss worthy. Anyway, ya. The actor/friend called to say that he can'tmake it. I tried to bargain with him to tie some knots for us but to no avail. Then its that cable thing, 300m!! Frustrating. Then I had to call up TY about about the matter and we tried to find out ways to solve, find other friends to replace the actor. But none. So I can't stand it, I walked away from the group up to a dark balcony and just wept. I know that the army dudes around there are wondering why this cha bor is crying to herself in the dark. Whatever. Let a girl be emotional can.
Yea, it was stressed. I guess because of my position at the group leader. It's stressing. I feel like I have to maintain composure every single time something bad pop up. For the sake of the group. Cos I fear that if they see me break down in front of their eyes, I may .. I don't know. It's the pressure of being the project leader. You have to make sure that everything is going to be fine and that we can do this shit we love.
Now, plans to reshoot are scraped. We have 6 more weeks before project due and we can't waste anymore time preparing to reshoot and have the actors last minute cannot make it. I'm done filming. For now. Now, we have to concentrate on our post-productions. We still have to do the packaging, designs, website, poster.
Haiz. But I am confident that we are still okay. We know how and what we want for our promotional package thanks to an early discussion about it that we had. Yup. We are going to be just fine, a-okay ;)
K, I'm spending too long blogging already. Oh wait. I am blogging. Whee! My mojo is back. Now I can compete with Nurul =p Hah, anyway, just a lil update on how I've been doing besides school and ndp. Well, I've taken months off from work..,.. Ya that's it... Damn, I have no life.
Oh about the internship. It stats on October. So now I'm sourcing out my own compnay rather than having the school choose for me what company I shall work for. Nope. It's my choice this time. I've found plenty of production houses and emailed them. Got some replies and one potential place. Exciting. To be working other than for mcd! Though I am missing that place terribly.. le sigh.
Yes. See? I blog blog, now I'm hungry and I won't be sleeping for another hour. I have a test tomorrow! Plus I have to be in school early to return the equipments we loaned for the photoshoot the other day. Gee. I do need to get a life after this.
she went on and on and on and on at 12:32 am
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-- Tuesday, June 27, 2006
oh dear. where is my blogging spirit?
she went on and on and on and on at 6:11 pm
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-- Sunday, June 11, 2006
what the fuck is wrong with my layout here?
argh. just ruin my mood to write a totally long entry.
xmen3, ndp orientation, reshoot, kuantan trip, carsss, i won a 20 cents bet against nurul...
i want to do a new layout. sorry but i got infected my the lazy bug.
nope, its not procrastination this time. its totally laziness.
bah.
...
maybe i can do an entry here...
whatever. anyway. ndp i think is so gonna rocks my socks, even if its gonna mess up my already messed-up weekends, im so gonna enjoy it.
yea.
watching cars tomorrow.
she went on and on and on and on at 10:55 pm
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-- Wednesday, June 07, 2006
interim presentation yesterday went oh so well. lalida lalida lala lala
we had this theatre-like introduction where i sit in front of the judges and have a storytelling based on what our short film is all about. plus, theres this huge light that was shining down on me creating that wonderful effect. i kept seeing jeanine smiling, feeling so proud. haahah. she, of course, didnt know what we were gonna do, or realy how our presentation is going to flow. we kept a secret from her =p
so anyway, that presentation is over and done with. but the stress aint over yet. thought its the e-learning week plus the 2 week sof break following that, it is NOT a break for us. i repeat, not a break. why?
WE HAVE TO RESHOOT! damnit for the trolley and boom mike being accidentally included in the shot. thennnn. im fearing for the worst. reshoot with the kids! faints.
also, the week school reopens is the week the tests will be out. practical tests more or less. then we have to hurry hurry complete our post-production in the next 4 weeks.
argh.
plus, we are also trying to plan our last gathering/chalet/bbq before we go off for internship next semester. key word = trying
and charmed is goneeee ='( so sad, so sad. then again, good things must come to an end.
oh!oh!oh! im finally watching xmen3 tomorrow! FINALLY! yayness, than i can finally discussed the movie with nurul. i tink she's dying to share info with me and find out answers. hehehe. i told her not to spoil me. but i got spoil accidentally for some scenes i guess. argh.
yes mattttt. i am still an mcd slave :D
she went on and on and on and on at 12:04 am
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