-- Friday, November 21, 2008
really, guess what?!?!
okok, lemme explain the story.
was out with the family to suntec. had our dinner, walked around, dad bought new shirts. i saw a pretty bag, but im on a tight financial leash.
so then, we went to hmv, cos i wanna buy the wall-e dvd.
love that movie so much. i even bought the calendar at toys r'us. so adorable!!! plus, they even put the lovey-dovey pic of wall-e and eve on the month of february. how cute is that? awwww.
but anyway. that's not it.
i went around the store just to check other stuffs.
as usual. they still don't have the new cd from girls aloud (out of control) yet. but they do have one copy of the previous one (tangled up). was about to buy it. but shit! it was like about 50bucks! there were no "special import" stickers on it, so i dont see what's so different or special about it to be that expensive.
so i didn't get it. sadly, not worth it. i could get half of that online!
there goes any chance of getting any worthy girls aloud stuff anywhere in singapore.
so was about to pay for the wall-e dvd. then i saw it.
GUESS IT!!
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
I FOUND IT.
i almost cried out when i saw it sitting nicely in the rack. and there were only 2 on display! and were sitting on the best seller shelf! WHERE HAVE I BEEN?! HOW DID I NOT KNOW?!
look at that beauty. i am so happy. and excited.
i'll watch it tomorrow morning. and i'll sing along, dance along. i know that it was the best tour ever.
THAT'S WHY I WANT TO GO TO ENGLAND. THE NEXT TOUR IS COMING UP MAY/JUNE 09.
I WANT TO SEE AT LEAST ONE OF THEIR CONCERT AND DIE HAPPY.
=]
she went on and on and on and on at 9:16 pm
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-- Monday, November 17, 2008
song of the moment
she went on and on and on and on at 2:23 am
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-- Friday, November 14, 2008
back from the holiday last week.
now i want to go to england.
she went on and on and on and on at 9:53 pm
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-- Tuesday, November 04, 2008
oh. my. gawd.
i just left this place hanging there all by itself now didn't i?
its not that im bombarded by work so i havent been online to update. ive been online practically every day. ive not been working since late august. that's almost 3 months!
i call it my sabatical leave. i have not pop out of my head for work, or looking for work. yet.
yes, i have been thoroughly enjoying my well-deserved free time. been catching up on the latest episodes of me fav shows of the current seasons online. been playing games, woah, havent done THAT in a long while. im even back into my photoshopping spree, making new stuffs sometimes. which i havent got a chance to upload. maybe i will, maybe.
and! ive learn how to make animated gifs, its so cute. there are still some tecniques that i gonna understand, but at least i know the basic now.
and i actually dont spend time outside much, so im not like wasting away my earnings. if fact, they have been rarely touch. i think. well, i dont recall spending alot basically.
the only thing i will be spending is my holiday. YES! i have finally planned up a holiday. its gonna be with my cousin, fira, and former cafe fren, syla. us 3 girls will be taking a trip to .....
TANJUNG PINANG.
hurhurhur. it may not sound like an extravagant venue. but we're going there for simple r&r. lay by the pool, go to the spa (WHICH I AM TRULY EXCITED ABOUT, IF YOU MUST KNOW) and just chill together. its not long, just 3d2n. a chance for us 3 to unwind and destress.
now the spa. oooh, the massage. im waiting for that. ive been waiting for that since forever. since the day i unfortunately discovered that im starting to have backaches. and who knows, maybe it'll be able to help out with my spine.
speaking of which. had another xray taken. same old, same old. no changes. but im still not discharged yet. will have to keep coming back for check-up before them doctors are confident that it wont make any drastic changes.
but thinking through it by myself. im 21. they said im still quite young and that i could still, well, carry on. but im wondering, how much longer? the future is still kind of uncertain for me. ive never talk about this before, because, i just dont want to talk about it. but now, this sabatical has made me think clearly. its been just over 6 years, and time flew fast. so will it be another 6 more years before something (NO PUN INTENDED) slips?
hmmm, i may be starting to feel and be slightly open about it, but i still fear what my future holds. only god almighty has the answers. and i could only pray for my well-being and hopes that everything will turn out good on my behalf.
on top of that, i shouldnt worry about the future. i got to always concentrate on the present now. so that i could possibly built a better future. not for myself, but for my family. gosh, can you imagine the hassle and trouble i could have caused if things were bad...? =|
well, nevermind that. ive accepted my flaws. im living with it. ive already dealt with the trauma. now, its the moment to just move on and be positive. that, i always remember to do. to be happy =]
wow, havent written a long, passionate and emotional (are you kidding me?! im bawling my eyes out sharing my deepest pain/fear here! NO! IM JUST JOKING, AHAH. HONEST =}) entry in a very long time. i miss this. i hope i will be able to do this again. that is if i can time manage well again, hurhurhur.
now! i gotta pack my stuffs! we're leaving this wednesday, the 5th! yesh, in 2 days 1 day!! omg!
wish me a safe journey and hope to see another entry! thanks all!
she went on and on and on and on at 12:29 am
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